It's the comfort of things . . .

[darfanme]

I'm writing this from Luke's computer. Things are just so natural between us now. I mean, they have been for a while, but I've just been really enjoying it lately. So many people guess that we've been together much longer than we have (4 months on Tuesday!) because we're so comfortable around each other. Yes, we're even at the farting-in-front-of-

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[aisforapplepie]

i'm so simultaneously happy for you and envious of what you have.

[darfanme]

Awww, thanks!

The thing is, you can't have your ed and a relationship like this. Believe me, I tried. But it came down to Luke or my ed. And the decision was really hard (which is ridiculous), but I picked Luke and I'm SURE glad I did!

You could have something like this too . . . but you have to be well to do so.

[aisforapplepie]

i know, and it's not only that (the ed)... because of my lack of relationships, i'm scared to get into a relationship, so it's this cycle not unlike being afraid to learn to swim..

[darfanme]

Ah yes. I understand that too. It was the same for me. But you can't learn to swim until you stop drowning yourself . . . if you know what I mean.

[justdreamin03]

i know exactly what you mean.