Wow I haven't updated since fucking July 17th ( Read more... )

So I have been trying to figure out who I am ( Read more... )

I just spent an hour writting the most self ritious, emo, sad, depressed bullshit I have ever written down for a live journal ever...

Fuck that bullshit.

Why can't they just love me?

So you know when the world slows down for that just one moment and you can look, I mean really look at what is going on around you. I am not talking about big picture like goverment, or religion, or ethics or the actual earth, but I talk about the world. Its an important moment to reckognize what is going on ( Read more... )

There are days I think to myself, "Man it would be just easier to be Gay." Then I relize that I am jsut not attracted to men.

So let me jsut tell you how freaking proud I am of my friend Ira Gammerman. I know I am spelling his name wrong...but just go with me ( Read more... )

Ok so don't laugh yet ( Read more... )

So how do you fall out of love ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I am so jealous of everything and everyone around me. I talk to my friends and they are so talented. My friend Ian is a brillent theatre artist who really could do anything. My friend Paul is a great stage manager and a great man in his own rights. My friend Ira is a brillent playwrite, muscian, songwriter. My friend Helen ( Read more... )

Oh my god has it been a crazy while....since I have last updated. Life has been going hella fast ( Read more... )