there's a place that ends here, I know
when they close the gates I'll cry
so tired of never sleeping
the whole world wants what we're on

fuck this.

I'm so fucking bored with life....and thats why I do stupid shit.

And that just makes everything worse.

Why cant I just be okay and be happy.

I want help...but I know that wont turn out the way I want it to.

I just want my mom to hug me and tell me it'll be okay...

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I just wanna break you down so badly ( Read more... )

I feel so upset right now I could throw up...

but at the same time I feel totally numb.

today i didnt get up for school because the news said 70% chance of rain and my windsheild wipers dont work...but when I got up it was sunny, and it's been sunny all day.

so I cleaned my room...

exciting day haha.

work at 5

nothing else to report

I feel like SHIT.

ughhhh

I keep getting all bleh about the next 2 weeks ( Read more... )

its hard to quit smoking when you dont want to....

>=/

he just texted me "miss u"

bahaha

and that made everything feel better

I'm sooo lame XD