"the worlds a rollercoaster...and i am not strapped in"

thats how i feel...i am so over it...

over the stress.
over being sick all the time.
over having 3 big projects at once.
over keeping my room clean.
over nolonger always having money.
over over over. i need a break.
and being sick in bed doesnt count.
i mean i hangout with my friends a lot now ( Read more... )

so i was cleaning my room and ( Read more... )

things i have learned in the past week ( Read more... )

I am hurrt for these reasons ( Read more... )

In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came.

I've been losin myself to somebody else
and I see
I dont wanna pretent so this is the end
of you and me

Never underestimate my jesus.
his name has the strength to set us free.
Never underestimate my jesus.
he died and shed his blood to save you and me.

I will no longer attempt
At this moment it seems almost worthless ( Read more... )

tonight was great...nothing really new.

After school went to eat with Staci at our usual place...lots of laughs...
went to Kembras to watch a movie and paint our nails...
she came over for a while until the boy got here...
then he stayed until 12 30.
I am not giving up.
I like him too much.

I am not the only girl you hug.
I am not the only girl you call.
I ( Read more... )

so other then being crazy stressed from work and school....now i am getting really sick.

but friends i love...and kembra is the main one but hey...we havent taken many pics together lately so just because there arent any pics of her in this entry means nothing.

( I am waiting for something to go wrong. )

I have a "date" for whos who night.
He wants me to wear my dress from last years homecoming.
He is way cute...and I pretty much dig him a lot.


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I like being patient...but i hate it.
I dont want to settle for less everytime something goes wrong...
I dont want to be your "less"...

"too many girls at one time... my brain is creating a fissure between many girls..."

I dont think I am one of those girls...
thats fine...just tell me...
no more hanging out until 2 in the morning...
no more wanting to ( Read more... )

working at Outback I think I have seen the different aspects(if that isnt the right word to use then sorry) on relationships...love...and life. I dont want those relationships where they argue about every little thing like if they are gonna stand inside or outside. I am not even talking about now...because those who say i dont gaurd my heart enough ( Read more... )