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[dancing_hope]

There are few things I hate the more than not being able to do anything, to have to cross my arms and wait *shakes head* I hate all the waiting.

...would it be easier if we just detached ourselves from out problems and not felt? Somehow I don't think so Though I was never one to chose the easiest pathI know this isn't really important right now

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[_atemu_]

I think detaching ourselves from our problems and not feeling anything would even make it worse, Anzu. Emotions is what makes us human, without them we would be nothing but soulless, distant, robotic people. We should never deny our emotions, though they make things complicated. As long as there are people surrounding us with love and compassion we can overcome any problem crossing our paths.

I am not sure if my husband asked for tickets, but we sure will attend your competition.

[dancing_hope]

Yeah, we are a very strange race. There's no other than can be so contradicting. Black and white indeed. I rather think so...besides, leaves fall and new ones always come, just like us, our moods, the mistakes we make...and I think I'm babbling now *smiles sheepishly* Indeed it is. Giving up the second something wrong happens sounds...useless.

The easiest path is easier...than doesn't mean it should be taken lightly. And believe me Atemu-kun, I am not standing in front of the truck like a statue. I am willing to do so. My mistakes are just that. Mine.

*smiles slightly* No, it's here to the right. Then you turn on the third to the left.

[_atemu_]

Yes, we are... but even with all the contradictions, we are still an intrigueing and interesting race, as we walk on this Earth. I think it is a good analogy, Anzu... as the leaves fall, it is like shedding a mask, a layer, and giving room to a new, fresh start, looking forward. Giving up is easy to do.. holding on, that is difficult.

Mistakes are everybody's right to make, but they have consequences-- continuing the example, your mistake of remaining standing in front of a truck would grief all your friends and your parents. It is your mistake to make, but it has its consequences.

Ah, thank you.. *turns to the right* Third to the left.. we are almost there.

[dancing_hope]

*nods* I think Kami-sama was quite creative when he did us. We are so diferent that He just had to *grins* Sounds like Fall...we always died to be reborn once again. A very poetic vision of life I must agree...but quite beautiful. I agree completely.

The worst is when we aren't the ones to suffer then. How could I choose such a thing when I knew I would hurt others? Sounds selfish *shakes head*

You're quite welcome *smiles as they turn left* mhmm, now it's right there *points with her hand*

[_atemu_]

*smiles at her* Gods have mysterious ways, and who are we to question them? As long as we are among our friends, and live life with love, friendship, happiness and strength enough to overcome troubles, it is good to be on Earth. I really like the leaves analogy, Anzu.

Sometimes choices can be selfish... and sometimes selfish choices need to be made. It depends on the situation, and often people will end up hurt. It is hard, but that is life as well. Choices can be made, but no one said it would be easy.

Let's see... a parking spot.. ah, over there. *parks the car*

[dancing_hope]

*smiles back* You're quite right. I cannot even try to understand His thoughts and I do not wish it. Mistery is such a beautiful thing. I am happy for being here, for all the blessings I have been given...it is good to live. I'm happy you do, not many understand it well I think.

...*nods slowly* I guess so. It's just that...it's always hard to see, to do, such actions, especially when we know what the outcome can be.

*takes off the seatbelt* Thank you so much Atemu-kun, I got just in time *smiles...hesitates a bit then kisses his cheek* Thanks *grins* Now I have to go before my boss gives me one of his rants. See ya later alright? *opens door*

[_atemu_]

I do not think we are meant to understand any of the ways the Gods work or think, Anzu... as long as we are together, I think it does not matter that much- it is good for discussion, but the real understanding is too complex for us humans. Counting the blessings is more important then wondering what the Gods have in store for us, I suppose.

You are right... many choices are difficult and involve hurting the feelings of others, or doing something that others may not like. Still, the choice to be made has to be the best one for you, personally.

*smiles at her* No problem, Anzu. Have fun at work! *smile widens as she kisses him on the cheek* I will see you later!

[dancing_hope]

Then I am 100% human Atemu-kun. Because I was born as I am, I learn each day and that's good enough for me. As long as I'm with you guys *smiles* That's right! We hold onto what we have, not to what it can be.

I know...then I'll just tread carefully. I don't want to hurt anyone. Ever...especially the ones important to me.

*smiles back* I'll try *grins sheepishly* Until then *waves and walks to the store, seeing a middle aged man already waiting with a frown on his face* There we go again