Life is weird. There are so many feelings to mess with, people that hurt other people, and assumptions/misconceptions that are made. I have an 8am final, it's not really much of a final but I do have to be there at 8am, so I should be sleeping. Instead my mind is filled with images, questions, random thoughts, and confused feelings. I can't explain ( Read more... )

Not feeling much better physically but the medicine does seem to be helping. Mentally I'm feeling a lot better. I have a lot of stuff going through my head and I have some tough talks and decsions to make although I think I can hopefully get through it. I'm really tired right now but I'm glad that the semester is almost over. I'm not very worried ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've posted. As usual life has been super busy. Right now I feel horrible. I'm being treated for a sinus infection and bronchitis. My head is so congested. I feel light headed and everything is fuzzy. I don't really know what to do with my life. I feel so shitty I pretty much want to pass out and die. I've been crying a lot ( Read more... )

Feeling weird right now. Things aren't as bad as I thought they would be but life is complicated right now. My roommate got really drunk Saturday night and last night. I was tipsy Saturday adn I drank a little last night but she was completely wasted on a Wednesday night. I don't know what to do about her. I'm worried. She wants to start drinking ( Read more... )

This is sad. I have so much going on that I have five things written on my hand because I need to remember them today. Now for what everyone is doing ( Read more... )

Well things are absolutely insane in my life right now. For instance it's 12:45 and I'm working on a lesson plan. I have been running around all day. I have a sinus and infection and am completely exhausted. I'm so stressed out that I really don't care anymore. My boyfriend and I broke up tonight. I seriously think I've completely lost my mind. I ( Read more... )

Life has been going pretty well since I last posted. Dance team and colorguard have been kind of frustrating because of injuries and stuff. I'm banging up my wrists pretty bad because of tossing rifle and sabre and doing round-offs in dance. I can deal with it though cuz it is fun sometimes and I have a lot of other good stuff going on in my life. ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in awhile. Life has been pretty amazing. School's ok. Clubs and stuff are good. My personal life is absolutely fantastic. Things are just looking up right now. I don't really feel like going into details. I'm tired and need to go to bed.

P.S. I can't wait for Halloween. My costume is awesome.

In a much better mood today. It's been great.

There is way to much going on. Way to much. I don't know what to do. I don't honestly know if I'm going to be able to handle it. I just got back on campus today after going home this weekend. I didn't get back till almost 5pm because my grandpa had to go to the hospital. He's ok, he has to have surgery tomorrow but then he should be fine. But when ( Read more... )