Im not sure when I'll finish it, although I do plan to. I just found writing about all the good times so far has been quite pensively tortuous, but remembering how happy we were at one point has just taken the vitriolic wind out of my sails and I don't really have as much urge to pen down all the ways she hurt me anymore? Not right now anyway.
I am actually already at Bexleyheath, this whole thing took a massive toll on me which came to a head last weekend, and I had to call my mum and ask her to come and get me immediately, because I was frighteningly close to doing something incredibly stupid. Feel a bit more collected now, but it got that bad
Sorry I missed this reply. Glad you're all right anyway. In your own time, you know? I know with Kristen I got to points where I was exhausted thinking about it, let alone writing about it.
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Don't take this the wrong way because it's a compliment, but it's really interesting to read stuff by you when you have your guard down.
I guess you're going back to Bexleyheath soon but would be good if we could do a drink before Christmas, maybe get Sam in as well
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Im not sure when I'll finish it, although I do plan to. I just found writing about all the good times so far has been quite pensively tortuous, but remembering how happy we were at one point has just taken the vitriolic wind out of my sails and I don't really have as much urge to pen down all the ways she hurt me anymore? Not right now anyway.
I am actually already at Bexleyheath, this whole thing took a massive toll on me which came to a head last weekend, and I had to call my mum and ask her to come and get me immediately, because I was frighteningly close to doing something incredibly stupid. Feel a bit more collected now, but it got that bad
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