I’ve Tried So Hard To Find Sweet Serenity [1/]
Title: I’ve Tried So Hard To Find Sweet Serenity
Author: damnedifidoyah
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jack Barakat/Alex Gaskarth
POV: 3rd Person
Summary: It all ended in a fight, Jack hurriedly pick up the car keys and went out, but wait.. It was made clear that Jack shouldn't drive.
Disclaimer: I do not own All Time Low, and this did not happen, title from the song High of the Speaks..
Author Notes: This is totally my first attempt to write something like this, I'm still figuring things out, I hope you'll like it, this is gonna be chaptered and I already have the whole idea of how this will go, but pls. tell me what you think..
"You don't get it Jack!" Alex screamed to Jack.
"Clearly Alex because you won't tell me what the fuck is happening! How can you keep things from me and shit!" Jack screamed back to his boyfriend who is red faced because of anger.
"Jack even though you're my boyfriend I need some privacy too, you shouldn't have read the messages I have in my phone!" Alex shot back.
Jack was kind of guilty at first because it was true, he shouldn't have read the messages in Alex's phone, but he was glad he did! Because he saw messages from Rian saying sweet nothings to his boo, and basing on Alex's reaction, Jack knows there's something going on that he will not like.
"Yes Lex, it was not right for me to do so, but why the hell is Dawson texting you stuff like that! Why the hell does he worry if you've eaten or if you're feeling lonely tonight?!? What does that mean exactly Lex? I'm having a hard time figuring this shit out! Why do you even save those messages when clearly none of my messages is stored in there!" Jack is really confused and afraid at the same time because he can't take it if Alex will tell him that he and this Rian Dawson is having an affair! He can't take it if Alex is leaving him.
Alex is the only reason Jack is living and breathing, Alex is his life, he can't fathom the thought that Alex found someone better. That thought alone is killing him.
Alex didn't say a word, he himself is confused as to how to explain to Jack his relationship with Rian. Apart from that he really is mad, he don't want his things and private matters be touched by anyone even if it's Jack - the love of his life.
When Alex still didn't say anything, Jack's anger rose again.
"What the hell Alex! Talk to me. What is going on here? We haven't done anything romantic for the past two weeks you haven't even told me that you love me! You always wake me up with kisses and 'i love you' but now, nothing! Is this because of this guy?" Jack hope that Alex would say no, and that he's just having a fucking phase or something.
"Why would you even say that Jack! Don't you trust me? Why are you assuming things!" Alex screamed because he hates it when there are people who assume that he did something wrong or people don't show trust on him, it hurts more when that someone is the one you love.
"Trust? How can I trust you when I can clearly see that you are hiding something from me. God Lex some of those texts dated a month ago, what the hell is that?!" Jack glares angry eyes at Alex. What angers him the most is that Alex never said anything to even deny his assumptions!
"Well clearly Jack you don't trust me when you can say things like that." Alex said almost crying, he can't imagine that this day would come that Jack would have doubts about his love for him. How can Jack even have ideas that his having an affair with anyone, clearly Jack doesn't know him like he thought Jack did.
"Yes! I don't know if I can trust you anymore, you've been aloft and cold for the last two weeks, I can't even understand you. What the fuck is wrong? Why are you not telling me?! Are you and this Dawson having an affair? Are you cheating on me Alex? Are you?!?!" Jack accused, even if it hurts so much he wants to know the truth.
As soon as Alex heard Jack's words he can't help but give Jack a strong slap in the face. "How dare you accuse me like that!" he shouted with a cracked voice.
Jack was shocked, "This is pointless, I'm out!"
He picked up the keys of the car which is Alex's by the way, and stormed out of their house. He hurriedly jump into the car and drive down as fast as he can.
Jack's mind is clouded with confusion and sorrow. He keep his eyes blinking through tears so that he can see the road on the dark street. When he was speeding up in the curb, he failed to notice a big truck coming all the way straight to the car.
He heard a loud bellow of horns and saw a bright shining light glaring to his eyes, he was blinded.
There was a loud screeching of car tires and a loud bang.
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A/N: Okay so yeah, I need anyone's opinion. If you think this is interesting or something.. lol
Author: damnedifidoyah
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jack Barakat/Alex Gaskarth
POV: 3rd Person
Summary: It all ended in a fight, Jack hurriedly pick up the car keys and went out, but wait.. It was made clear that Jack shouldn't drive.
Disclaimer: I do not own All Time Low, and this did not happen, title from the song High of the Speaks..
Author Notes: This is totally my first attempt to write something like this, I'm still figuring things out, I hope you'll like it, this is gonna be chaptered and I already have the whole idea of how this will go, but pls. tell me what you think..
"You don't get it Jack!" Alex screamed to Jack.
"Clearly Alex because you won't tell me what the fuck is happening! How can you keep things from me and shit!" Jack screamed back to his boyfriend who is red faced because of anger.
"Jack even though you're my boyfriend I need some privacy too, you shouldn't have read the messages I have in my phone!" Alex shot back.
Jack was kind of guilty at first because it was true, he shouldn't have read the messages in Alex's phone, but he was glad he did! Because he saw messages from Rian saying sweet nothings to his boo, and basing on Alex's reaction, Jack knows there's something going on that he will not like.
"Yes Lex, it was not right for me to do so, but why the hell is Dawson texting you stuff like that! Why the hell does he worry if you've eaten or if you're feeling lonely tonight?!? What does that mean exactly Lex? I'm having a hard time figuring this shit out! Why do you even save those messages when clearly none of my messages is stored in there!" Jack is really confused and afraid at the same time because he can't take it if Alex will tell him that he and this Rian Dawson is having an affair! He can't take it if Alex is leaving him.
Alex is the only reason Jack is living and breathing, Alex is his life, he can't fathom the thought that Alex found someone better. That thought alone is killing him.
Alex didn't say a word, he himself is confused as to how to explain to Jack his relationship with Rian. Apart from that he really is mad, he don't want his things and private matters be touched by anyone even if it's Jack - the love of his life.
When Alex still didn't say anything, Jack's anger rose again.
"What the hell Alex! Talk to me. What is going on here? We haven't done anything romantic for the past two weeks you haven't even told me that you love me! You always wake me up with kisses and 'i love you' but now, nothing! Is this because of this guy?" Jack hope that Alex would say no, and that he's just having a fucking phase or something.
"Why would you even say that Jack! Don't you trust me? Why are you assuming things!" Alex screamed because he hates it when there are people who assume that he did something wrong or people don't show trust on him, it hurts more when that someone is the one you love.
"Trust? How can I trust you when I can clearly see that you are hiding something from me. God Lex some of those texts dated a month ago, what the hell is that?!" Jack glares angry eyes at Alex. What angers him the most is that Alex never said anything to even deny his assumptions!
"Well clearly Jack you don't trust me when you can say things like that." Alex said almost crying, he can't imagine that this day would come that Jack would have doubts about his love for him. How can Jack even have ideas that his having an affair with anyone, clearly Jack doesn't know him like he thought Jack did.
"Yes! I don't know if I can trust you anymore, you've been aloft and cold for the last two weeks, I can't even understand you. What the fuck is wrong? Why are you not telling me?! Are you and this Dawson having an affair? Are you cheating on me Alex? Are you?!?!" Jack accused, even if it hurts so much he wants to know the truth.
As soon as Alex heard Jack's words he can't help but give Jack a strong slap in the face. "How dare you accuse me like that!" he shouted with a cracked voice.
Jack was shocked, "This is pointless, I'm out!"
He picked up the keys of the car which is Alex's by the way, and stormed out of their house. He hurriedly jump into the car and drive down as fast as he can.
Jack's mind is clouded with confusion and sorrow. He keep his eyes blinking through tears so that he can see the road on the dark street. When he was speeding up in the curb, he failed to notice a big truck coming all the way straight to the car.
He heard a loud bellow of horns and saw a bright shining light glaring to his eyes, he was blinded.
There was a loud screeching of car tires and a loud bang.
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A/N: Okay so yeah, I need anyone's opinion. If you think this is interesting or something.. lol