today was great. i talked to will for a long time, i mean just about whats in my head and what i was thinking, he was so blown away, i mean ever since i left someone i havent got to talk to anyone about it. and its so crazy, and zach...wow...he listens to me to. aperently people like when i talk, with what i have to say and when i essay my life... ( Read more... )

good days so far. i have tomorrow off of work, so i dont know...maybe someone will call me. i got my nails done, i look good wih them.... and for the 90th time i got told i look beautiful when i cry, it makes me feel better lol. i worked with will, jon, john, nate and val tonight. i love those kids. they are so crazy, nate and jon party boyed me ( Read more... )

so i walk into 6th period and my anatomy teacher tells me to go see the physics teacher who tells me to see the ecology teacher, and i was like blah. ok so heres the good stuff. i walk into ecology and i just walk past everyone strait to the desk, dont care whos there or whose around, she tells me stuff then i go to the physics teacher, he tells me ( Read more... )

i woke up after a long night outside my window with jenny. it was good, i had fun, and brad called me. so i took jenny home so she could go to work, and i went to the movies with zach and brad ( Read more... )

well it weird waking up for school without someone there. people dont know how lucky they are. apperently i was a binding relationship, which i wasnt, i never wanted anything more then someone to call wen i was sad, happy, mad, bored, someone to sleep next to. but thats over and done with, to bad i cant feel that way ( Read more... )

so tonight at work, marie, allies sister, walks in. ok i really didnt care, until v came back and told me some shit. well apperently kenzie, maries daughter(shes the most cute thing ever), told marie that v hit her or something. and i still didnt care, until marie said something to v and v started shit in the work place. so i walked out front, ( Read more... )

i made cookies last night, they were good, so i told brian i would bring him cookies at work....well they were gone this morning so i woke up at noon and attempted to make cookies again.well i am not sure what the fuck i did, but they are thin and mushy and burnt, yes mushy yet burnt, they taste like roasted peanuts....funny thing is....there are ( Read more... )

no, nope, not at all. y? you know why...dont keep pushing. leave me alone. let me be, let me cry, let me take my pills, let me sleep 20 hours. just leave me alone. go  away. dont worry dont care. i can do this. i can be stronge,. prolly not stringe enough but i can sufice. just let me do waht i need to. i will be ok. by the way thats a lie. dont ( Read more... )

what would you do if i fell to the floor ( Read more... )

for kyles sake, the dream entry was baout billy, becase hes to slow to understand or spell anything......lol