Cancer update

[dalf]

My doctor called me herself an hour or two ago. It was not good new which is why I think the nurse never got back to me. I really like my doctr because her bedside manner (even over the phone) is so ... motherly. She is like this sorta sterotypical Jewish mother in any sort of way that that would be good

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[dalf]

Oh no no no I am not going to springfield (thank god) that place happens to be locaed in missourah. *I* on the other hand am going to MissouRI, a place where cousins do not marry. (Columbia)

[invicti_solis]

Scott, I am so sorry to hear this news. I have not been keeping up with you, and we have been out of touch since I moved to California a year and a half ago.

You were one of my first "big brothers," a role I seemed to have stepped into, one of the first people to really touch my life and shape it in a way that has allowed me to grow into the person I am today. You helped me find my voice and my Self in those early years.

I would like to see you when you have a free schedule. I live in Berkeley now.

Let me know. And know that I still carry much love for you.

[dalf]

This week is going to be nutz and then going to be in missouri for the hoidays but I would like to get together in Januray some time.

[vlad_badger]

i want to say something, but i can't type it out...or it will sound dumb.

[dalf]

I understand that completely. Glad you left somethign though.

[vlad_badger]

we still need to go to that restaurant and talk about romania

[dalf]

Yes we do. We will have time this spring I hope.

[tunxeh]

Well this all severely sucks. My sympathies, and I hope you get a little good news soon to mix in with all this bad.

[dalf]

Yea me too. I am hoping she can give me something Wed. to make me sleep better and stuff. One of the thigns that really scares me is the idea of being sick for the rest of my life. I am hoping I can feel healthy for a bit first, I wonder how nasty the treatment will be though :-/

[phillipthorpe]

Oh, Scott...

No words.

Only hope.

Stranger things have happened, and all that.

I'll just tell myself that the same odds that weren't in favor of you getting cancer at your age will now reverse themselves and give the doctors a new case study in the cured uncurable.

It's all I can do.

*hugs*
<3

[rainbowboicmu]

I think Scott will beat it, just like I will.

He gives me an incredible amount of strength in this, and I know that he will win this too.

[dalf]

Well I am sure some people have survived this, its one of those stastical thigns where they say less than 1% because there are always a few counter examples.

[rainbowboicmu]

Hey, screw statistics. Mine were shit, and I'm still alive.