I will miss you. This will be your last entry. I think I am about the only person that knows of your blog and that reads it... I wish I had read it these past few days...
I feel so lost now. This does not even begin to feel real. You had to know that this would make us angry and sad and a billion other emotions...I just want you to know that you will be missed by me.
I don't think I can ever play other board game. Every time I roll dice, I'll be thinking of how many times you and I have battled against the odds and defeated the enemy or against each other trying to steal victory from the other... Good times!
Seriously, our discussions on life, the government, women, beer, drugs, games, or anything thing else we felt like...or didn't feel like...
what went wrong? you could have called. I could have called, or wrote more often. How was I to know living so far away. You are my big brother and I love you no matter what. I've always missed you since we didn't get to see each other very often. For what its worth Steve, thank you for coming home to say goodbye. I will never forget that last hug we shared and I will cherish your memroy. Until we meet again my brother. RIP. I love you.
so Steve, I finally watched Idiocracy tonight. Wow. That would be a good word to describe that movie. I only wish I would have watched it a lot sooner so we could have talked about it. You said you really liked that movie. It had me laughing most of the time. I'm thinking you may have been here with me so you probably already knew that......
Steve, Something isn't right. I can't put my finger on it but I have a terrible feeling in my gut. I read some blogs your friends wrote and I can't deny that they upset me. I understand that they are having a hard time as well and I would never take that away from them. But on the other hand some things said we hurtful. for instance someone wrote something along the lines of not being there for your funeral and you would look out and you would see that the people that cared the most about you were not there. What am I Steve? I did not care enough about you? What about Spencer, he misses you just as much as everyone else but they didn't care to mention that. It seems selfish. Everything about your death has turned into a fight. They fight about how its going to get paid for, who will get what, how will this get taken care of blah blah blah, and now I feel like I have to fight for the right to miss you. I have been your sister for 26 years. I may not have been with you physicaly but you are always in my heart and nobody
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I feel so lost now. This does not even begin to feel real. You had to know that this would make us angry and sad and a billion other emotions...I just want you to know that you will be missed by me.
I don't think I can ever play other board game. Every time I roll dice, I'll be thinking of how many times you and I have battled against the odds and defeated the enemy or against each other trying to steal victory from the other...
Good times!
Seriously, our discussions on life, the government, women, beer, drugs, games, or anything thing else we felt like...or didn't feel like...
I love you, Steveo.
So long and thanks for all the fish.
-Ken
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