weight

[dakestangel]

I need to lose 36 lbs ASAP

I'm sick of circling these numbers over and over again, nothing feels better then losing weight. I want my hip bones back. I hate this, hate being fat. I just want to be thin.

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[kelstar]

me too.

[dakestangel]

pssh you are thin, i'm a whale, this week everytime i look in the mirror i look huger lol thats not even a word lol. Even as a scale goes down I'm getting bigger I think 'm getting sick or something I think it has to be an ovarian cyst or something. Like i'm so bloated its horrible. Makes me look way bigger its horrible.

[dakestangel]

who is that in your userpic? and i know it sucks, i've been really struggling with bloating didn't helping i'm having some internal issues like ovarian cysts and such which is causing really bad bloating and like this really bad like full feeling and it hurts to walk so its talking a toll on me. She started me on strong immedite Birth control so i didn't get a peroid this month and my body just feels so morped it's horrible even when i lose weight i feel bloated and huge.

how are you doing. We talked about major depressive disorder in my class the other day she said its really hard to get that diagnosis and that you have to be server to get it. (thought you would like to hear that)

[dakestangel]

i finished the UK skins it was awesome, um yeah i've been suicidal to my friend killed himself last week.

I see a psychiatrist to get re-evaluated and back on meds on the 20th, i'm getting tested soon for a LD and ADD and going to get accommodations for school so I can take my tests by myself because things are not okay.

I'm kinda just going through the motions not really living.