Comments | daiwuff: <strong class="lj-user"><a href="/read/user/rukusu">rukusu</a></strong>, you Idiot.

daiwuff

rukusu, you Idiot.

Nov 03, 2008 07:55

You finally managed to do it.. you fucking killed yourself. You were just talking to me.. you were JUST talking to me night before, talking about going to MFF. What the hell happened. I know a bunch of shit just happened with your family, you came to a LOT of realizations about yourself.. and you told me it was going to get better ( Read more... )

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kibblepup November 3 2008, 22:33:42 UTC

*sits and lowers his ears a tear running down his muzzle* I was just at work a few hours again and got a text with the news and it crushed me. I had to push on with my day like nothing was bothering me well it was eating me up inside. I keep telling myself this isnt real this is some sick fucked up joke and he will pop online any min........ but nothing. I was just talking to him just a few hours before and he seemed so happy, so ready for MFF and to hang out and now just like that he is gone. What pushed this poor inocent foxy to do such a thing to end such a life. I know he had problems but he also had friends that love him. I hope where ever he is he is in a better place and watching over all who cared for him. I hope he can somehow enjoy MFF with us and know we love and miss him. R.I.P sweet foxy you will forever be missed ( ... )

emp_the_wolf November 3 2008, 23:14:03 UTC

I knew Rukus. He was a cool. AnthroCon 2005 was my best memory of him. I remember lying to him on IRC to grab his attention about his MFM noticability in 2003 (because I never went there), I feel sorry for the lie.

mikazo November 4 2008, 01:20:02 UTC

Ouch, I'm sorry to hear about your friend. My best wishes for you during this time.

redcardlion November 4 2008, 15:06:38 UTC

You say you don't need sympathy.

That's too bad. Because I'm going to give you some anyway. You're a good person, and I'm sorry that this happened. I know what it's like to put a lot into something, hoping that the bright side would win out. I know what it's like to lose that.

Please don't lose faith in .. well, whatever it was that made you see the good in Rukus. Because that good does exist in us all, and we need a lot more of that in the world than the alternative.

Take care, Dai.

bddragoon November 5 2008, 05:12:43 UTC

Just saw this now.

Don't really know too much as to what to say. He was always a cool cat. I liked talkin about with him once in a while too. Unbelievable to say the least. If you have to vent at any time, Drop me a line somehow. *gives ya a good tug hug as he usually does* Peace be with you.