Q & A

[daibhdidh]

So Nino & I almost made it seven months. With some ridiculous amount of drama and arguments and issues. There's a chance we may get back together. He fully believes in that...I am sort of believing in it. I want to be with him, don't get me wrong. But he's got a list of things that need to be taken care of before we'd ever be able to settle into a

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[self_awakening]

Oh my darling, are you ok? You sound like you are coping remarkably well and I am pleased for that. I am thinking of you. x

[anonymous]

its sad that it took a break up to have this divine intervention. and it seems like thats how it always is with you. ive tried and tried to say maybe it will be better next time around but you always do the same thing with the same apology and stay the same person, one i cant rely on unless its good for you. im sure the same thing will happen again, i hope it doesnt for the people who still have hope that it wont.

Signed,
A dissapointed friend.

[daibhdidh]

then don't be my friend.
listen i've got my issues. and I've accepted that.
there are things I need to work on and I need to grow up. You think I don't know that?
I know I wrap myself up in my relationships. I'm dependent and needy. And to be honest I don't know how else to be. Independence scares the shit out of me. Being alone makes me feel like shit. Maybe it's because that's how my mother was...maybe it's because I lost my dad at a young age. Maybe it's because I've had to always do shit on my own even when it seems I have a family or a boyfriend to rely on...because something goes wrong and they fail me too.
Nice that you can't just tell me who you are. Cause to be honest...I hate being a pain in the ass or a disappointment to anyone. So really? Like I said in the beginning...just don't bother. This isn't a defense mechanism or a pity party. This is me telling you...no matter who you are to just give up on me already...it's better than hanging on and waiting for a change. I'm sure your other friends are much better than I am

[anonymous]

i know you know you have issues and need to grow up a bit you make it very clear but never seem to do anything about it. this has nothing to do with comparisons to other friends, this has to do with you and i didnt post anonymously to start shit, i did because i want to decide if its worth bothering without starting world war 3. your neediness and dependancy has nothing to do with your dad or your mom. it may stem from it but we all make our own decisions and the reason ive stayed friends with you instead of just not botherinmg is becasue i know you know better. you dont just wrap yourself up in relatiosnhips you wrap yourself up in you which is good to a point but you have to know where to draw the line. start leaning back on your friends a little moree, start getting a good balance is all im saying. your a good person but your goling to push people away taht you want around.