I made it through all of it -- and the reward is that I just got to know you a little better. Your story is deeply touching and I find a kinship with your reaction to No Humans Involved
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I feel the same way you do. Even if this is a publicity game, I am getting a chance to say thank you for a lot of things that I would not have if it wasn't for Sara, Jorja, and CSI. It is so unbelievable what posting my first story brought me--a life I never imagined.
Your posts regularly inspire me. I wish I posted more often, because I always have these things in my head, but finding the time is really hard right now with the baby. He really has my number and wants to be held all the time. He is getting ready to walk though, so I figure I will enjoy cuddling him as long as he lets me. :-)
I remember back when Em said she had a friend who needed a beta. She said you were a really wonderful person. That was an understatement. Oh, and I almost forgot. Thank you so much for reccing Her Shadowed Path on YTDAW...to get a rec from you means a lot to me. It's like it validates my crazy perfectionism when I am writing...know what I mean? I guess it just makes the work worth it. Okay...now I am the one rambling...
Oh, at first I need to say, I´ll cross my fingers as hard as possible that PJ can stay with you and you can "make" him your son (which he already is :D)! I´m not a religious person but I do believe in destiny and probably in a higher power who maybe guides us (that´s why your last story moved me that much). And I´ll send every possible prayer that PJ´s destiny is finally in your hands
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You already do so much for me. Every time I look at Patrick's pictures that he drew for PJ, I feel so much love. I know you are oceans away, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way. I always think of you guy when I burn the butterfly candle that you sent as well...I burned it during the premiere to give Sara good luck in surviving! :-)
I have my flyers all ready to go out tomorrow, though I had to send Kelly out to get a bunch of dollars for me. I am thinking of including the post at your suggestion, though I might edit it a bit. If you have any suggestions on making it better, let me know.
And don't be surprised if you find me at your front door someday! It might happen. :-)
Oh, what a wonderful idea to burn the candle! And see it helped:D I feel flattered! The premiere was so fantastic although I had to wait a day longer before I can watch it. At least I watched it three times now and I always discover new details! I was very much impressed by JF´s acting and also her courage doing those shots. The monolog in the backseat is excellent!
I think, you needn´t to edit a lot. You can notice that it is written very spontaneous and open-hearted. In my opinion, that´s the reason why it is so moving and believable. I think, it is as good as is already written. Maybe you can leave out the passage about the "media game" and the "Dollar campaign". But this is the only suggestion I have. I so hope, the campaign will be sucessful!
I definitely think that you should send this letter to Jorja and TPTB.
You've definitely been blessed in so many ways and have blessed others with your presence and to think that is has a lot to do with a tv show is pretty incredible. I for one will always be thankful for having met you and others that I hold dear. Nothing can ever change that...
You're in my heart, in my thoughts, in my prayers. And you're my dreams too.:)
You think I should send it? As is? Would you make any changes? I didn't have it beta'd. ;-)
Ever since that stupid Ausiello thing hit the internet, my heart has been heavy with all of this stuff. I know that I owe so much to Sara and Jorja...without "them" I never would have met you!
You don't have to beta what comes straight from the heart.;)
Don't let it bring you down honey, I know it sucks big HUGE floppy donkey dicks but I just keep thinking of the positive. Sara is alive. Gsr is alive. There's going to be backstory. Jorja is well and I'm sure she'll entertain us for years to come whether i'd be another tv show, movies or theater. And most of all your life is full and blessed and so is mine and you being my friend is way up there in my list of blessings.
Sometimes it saddens me to think that I may never meet you in real life but not knowing you at all would be worst so again I'll be positive and just be thankful to know you.
Can I just say that I find it amazing that this whole thing with Jorja has inspired a giant lovefest...at least on my journal it has. As I was replying to Heike and Ali, I suddenly realized that I have you to thank for bringing both of them into my life!
I guess it's funny what makes you count your blessings...yesterday it was taping $1 bills to flyers...who knows what it will be tomorrow. Thank you for being in my life...and don't worry about meeting me face to face...we have a lot of time to make that happen!
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Your posts regularly inspire me. I wish I posted more often, because I always have these things in my head, but finding the time is really hard right now with the baby. He really has my number and wants to be held all the time. He is getting ready to walk though, so I figure I will enjoy cuddling him as long as he lets me. :-)
I remember back when Em said she had a friend who needed a beta. She said you were a really wonderful person. That was an understatement. Oh, and I almost forgot. Thank you so much for reccing Her Shadowed Path on YTDAW...to get a rec from you means a lot to me. It's like it validates my crazy perfectionism when I am writing...know what I mean? I guess it just makes the work worth it. Okay...now I am the one rambling...
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I have my flyers all ready to go out tomorrow, though I had to send Kelly out to get a bunch of dollars for me. I am thinking of including the post at your suggestion, though I might edit it a bit. If you have any suggestions on making it better, let me know.
And don't be surprised if you find me at your front door someday! It might happen. :-)
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The premiere was so fantastic although I had to wait a day longer before I can watch it. At least I watched it three times now and I always discover new details! I was very much impressed by JF´s acting and also her courage doing those shots. The monolog in the backseat is excellent!
I think, you needn´t to edit a lot. You can notice that it is written very spontaneous and open-hearted. In my opinion, that´s the reason why it is so moving and believable. I think, it is as good as is already written.
Maybe you can leave out the passage about the "media game" and the "Dollar campaign". But this is the only suggestion I have.
I so hope, the campaign will be sucessful!
You´re always welcome! My home is your home! :D
Love, Heike
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You've definitely been blessed in so many ways and have blessed others with your presence and to think that is has a lot to do with a tv show is pretty incredible. I for one will always be thankful for having met you and others that I hold dear. Nothing can ever change that...
You're in my heart, in my thoughts, in my prayers. And you're my dreams too.:)
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Ever since that stupid Ausiello thing hit the internet, my heart has been heavy with all of this stuff. I know that I owe so much to Sara and Jorja...without "them" I never would have met you!
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Don't let it bring you down honey, I know it sucks big HUGE floppy donkey dicks but I just keep thinking of the positive. Sara is alive. Gsr is alive. There's going to be backstory. Jorja is well and I'm sure she'll entertain us for years to come whether i'd be another tv show, movies or theater. And most of all your life is full and blessed and so is mine and you being my friend is way up there in my list of blessings.
Sometimes it saddens me to think that I may never meet you in real life but not knowing you at all would be worst so again I'll be positive and just be thankful to know you.
Je t'aime xox
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I guess it's funny what makes you count your blessings...yesterday it was taping $1 bills to flyers...who knows what it will be tomorrow. Thank you for being in my life...and don't worry about meeting me face to face...we have a lot of time to make that happen!
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