Situation Normal. All Fucked Up

[cynbaby]

Still out on disability. Still struggling with the demons of bi-polar and depression, and suicidal ideations.

I keep trying to go out and get some art therapy in, by taking awesome pictures in awesome places. Went to the abandoned amusement park in Warwick, RI, Rocky Point. Hit up a few cemeteries. All the images are still on my camera.
Hell, the

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[scribblemoose]

I adore you too, babe. Think of you often and I understand the reality of mental illness all too well. *hugs* Stay around, hon.

[cynbaby]

Thanks, babes. Today is a good day because I'm at mom's house, playing with the puppy, and feel safe.
All I can do is try my best. *hugs*

[batchix]

don't let it take you. and don't let them make it worse. jsut drop them. you don't need people like that in your life no matter where they come from. It will get better. i promise.

[thewaywardrose]

I wholeheartedly agree. Kick 'em to the curb.

[cynbaby]

Heh. It's the girlfriend of a co-worker that started the shit. I was only friendly to her because my co-worker is a decent human being.
Not putting up with this shit!

[thewaywardrose]

I hope you blocked her.

[raeraesama]

It's weird how people expect the brain to be a perfect machine when it's pretty clear that any part of the human body can have problems.

I hope you get better! I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through, but I extend my sympathies.

[cynbaby]

Thank you so much for that. I keep trying to remind myself that I'm stronger than all of this, but done days it's harder than others.

[nekojita]

Wow, are those supposed to be friends? Sounds like you can do w/out them online, to be honest. *hugs* Do what you need to do to get better, and know we're here to help however.

[cynbaby]

Not friends-friends. More like girlfriends of co-workers who are far too young and immature to be allowed online without supervision.
Today is a good day, and I can laugh at their stupidity. Another day I believe the bullshit they are spouting, and I hate myself. *sighs*
Thanks for the words of encouragement. *hugs*

[sharona1x2]

*hugs* At least you know you have plenty of friends here who will stay by your side.

[cynbaby]

Which is why I find this place such a safe place of comfort. I forget sometimes that my friends don't have to live in the same state as I do. They can be all over the world, and care just as much.