If you deny the way you truly think/feel about things it makes you unhappy.......if you're honest it makes others unhappy, how the hell are you supposed to find a happy medium? And not only that should you even strive to do so??

wow if I were honest about things people would hate me even more than they do already!!

Had to do it.....they keep teasing me from journals everywhere, so I gave in!!

Thought I'd post some pics in here of my first burn....as you only ever have one of those!! :D

Pleased to say that I didn't burn myself even tho my fire poi do burn rather ferociously....

Note to self:- Spinning fire is VERY addictive!


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This has got to be the first time in my life that I hate summer. We travelled down to visit my mum and Leona yesterday with our big, fat, not everybody friendly boy Deacon.....He's actually a big softie (he used to be very dominant, but so much so that he used to try to be dominant over everybody but nobody we know will touch him, which meant we ( Read more... )

Our Streak died last nite, this is the one that we're not shocked about at all (still very sad tho). He was pretty old and also the runt of his litter and has always been smaller than the others and more sickly, he put up one hell of a fight and outlived the biggest 2 of our original 4 boys....I miss him already...


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Well it seems that we're not required to spin fire next week after all......apparently they want glowsticks inside! Which would be good for me as there is no danger of singeing, not sure how we'd be supposed to manage that as the celings are pretty low in said club....but that doesn't matter now anyway as we're not doing it.....can't afford to have ( Read more... )

Stole this thing from Leona and this is what happened ( Read more... )

The strangest things happen sometimes.......like, we've been offered money to spin poi at/outside a club on the first Tues of every month!!! How the hell did that happen ( Read more... )

It's happened again......our big, fat curly Boris died earlier today.....he came out to play as normal, had a little stroke then went off to do his own thing, we came to put them back in the cage and found him under the futon dead.....it's not fair.....are we cursed??? All my big fat squishy boys are leaving me ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about updating this ever since I got back from Glasto, but I just couldn't be arsed.....but normality is starting to take a tiny hold at last (altho I find myself screaming at it to piss off still). Haven't been very chatty since then, no doubt down to the re-adjustment! I read Leona's latest entry and it kinda gave me a much ( Read more... )