ya whatever somethings are just left better unsaid. i really and honestly wish i could drink tonite but no i cant..im so over these people and their stupid bullshit excuses. im not even sure what to say right now i really wish tonite was alot different and that i would have a good time but it just doesnt seem like its going to be a good nite, i ( Read more... )

hmmm i wonder if i can place a murder and get away with it when they have already tried to committ suicide and just blame it allll on them???

ponders

.sad thing is right bout now im not even joking. haha

got a few things taken care of today. thank god ( Read more... )

this is a letter that someone sent to miss b. from my ruin and she posted it on her website and for some reason it just gave me chills all the way down my spin and than bak again..its something that i have to share with you people..if you have a heart read it.

( letter to miss b. )

so recently everyones thinking that im gonna hate them for something that they have done or said. well um I DONT you very select few mean soooo damn much to me its not even funny. so all you people that kno that you mean the world to me NEVER EVER doubt that i dont love you and that i will stop loving you and being there for you. you guys have ( Read more... )

so this weekend was alright it wasnt the best besides seeing my jordan! yay i missed him sooooo much! friday had some people over, had to kick people out -dont wanna get into it- than i smoked with jordan cuz he had this huuuge convo with his gurlie shayna just to see me and smoke with me, hehe he was rolling -toooo cute!- so ya he comes over with ( Read more... )

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congradulations to oreo and angie!!♥i kno both of you deserve eachother till no end and this engagement just proves it! my momma had the biggest smile on her face when i told her also! hehe its great knowing that two people that i care so much about are happie TOGETHER! not caring what neyone thinks or says -even tho i have never heard a bad ( Read more... )

what the hell would you do or say when you learned that your ex boyfriend...had a gun and actually pulled the trigger when you broke up not knowing if it was loaded or not...and just now told you after almost 3 months maybe more ( Read more... )

i dont think my nite could have been destroyed soo easily...but a single fone call just left me speachless and wanting to hide in a corner and just cry ( Read more... )