Interviews

[cyandragonfly]

I just got home from my second (and last) interview for tafe/uni next year and it actually went well. They said I'll definitely be offered a place in the certificate I was applying for and that depending on the people they interview in the next week, I'll probably be offered a place in the diploma. Which is sort of amazing considering my folio

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[lucifers_toy]

hey, congratulations, duck! i am proud :D

[lucifers_toy]

i feel like i'm stagnating. and also, i am terribly melodramatic. ugh.

[cyandragonfly]

make a character up for yourself. if you were a queen, who would you be? like, thayet, or morgana, or what? just make up a character and then be them. wear them around your house and then take them out for a walk in the city or a place you don't usually go.

also, melodrama is the core of our society. don't knock it.

[lucifers_toy]

ha. but i have this crippling terror of feeling like a fool, or being made a fool of. it's part of my awkwardness/insecurity.

and best ever. i adore you.

[cyandragonfly]

imagine yourself as katie mcgrath and you'll be fine. you're not a fool and i'd love to see you break out of the awkward thing (not that i don't love it at the same time).

i know you do. you need to learn to adore yourself though.

[lucifers_toy]

yeah, we'll give that a go one day. and by 'we', i obviously mean me and my other identities.

i'm actually pretty confident in myself. just, you know, not around other people.

[cyandragonfly]

your meaning was perfectly clear.

...and there's the problem. or difficulty. or whatever.

[lucifers_toy]

just in case.

and yeah, i'm well aware.

[cyandragonfly]

hmm. awareness is the first step?