i'm so sick

[cutmedeeper567]

i'm fucking sick of people. everyone annoys me except like one person. why is everyone so fucking stupid i don't get it. i've never cut before but i was thinkin about it alot today but i still haven't yet. i read tori's lj and she did that big long quiz thing and one of the things asks you if you want someone right now that you don't have and she

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dude.

[darkduplex]

matt what the hell! i do not hate you on a daily basis! what r u talking about?!?!? and the whole quiz thing i have my own things that i dont tell people because i dont trust anyone. i dont have some new guy i like. thats bull. and i never hate you, EVER! u can stop likeing me matt. i dont care. what ever makes you happy. u r my best friend, and i just dont understand y u talk to me if i make u feel bad all the time. it makes no scence. im srry that i annoy you. i dont mean to. and i am srry that i fuck everything up for you. do u not see y i dont want you to like me no more and y i want you to like michele or someone else again? because i cause u alot of truble. and i hurt u and make u feel bad. matt u r my best friend and i hate to see u like this. im a bitch and i am srry.
tori

Re: dude.

[cutmedeeper567]

tori i have never thought you were a bitch in my entire life. i've never thought you were a slut even though alot of my friends did, and i will never think anything but good things about you. i refuse to lie to you though, and i told you i'd tell you if i ever started liking someone else. i hung out with michele yesterday and i really had alot of fun just sitting there. and even though i still like you a LOT, michele lives really close and i never get to see you.. i don't know if anything's gonna happen between us but i thought i should let you know that maybe we should just stick to being the best friends we are and settle for that. i know you never wanted to go out with me anyway, so i guess it won't really be a problem from your point of view.

Re: dude.

[darkduplex]

matt,
i am glad that u told me about you likeing michele. i am very happy for you. and since michele is my friend again, and knowing how campatible(sp) you two r i think u guys r good to gether. she will make you happy. michele is perfict for you. im not saying that i am happy that u dont like me no more, because it really hurts...alot...but you know i cant change the way people feel, and if i could everything would be soo much differant for me and evereyone else in the world. matt the person that i was talking about WAS you. but that dont matter no more. things change stuff happends. i would still like to be our best friend. i still would like to go bowling with you and do most of the stuff we have had planned. i still love talking to you and i still care about you bunches. things will be differant, yes. but maybe it is all for the best...good luck man!
love ya bro!
tori

Re: dude.

[darkduplex]

oh and how am i a slut? i have only made out with one guy..and i hardly dress provocitive.(sp) and also i did want to go out wth you.

rusty bucket

[straitxxxedge]

dood, im sorry about your whole new outlook. but how do u know that the random guy tori wants isnt u? nd she definitley doesnt hate u. from the way she talks about u, i think she cares about u alot. it might just b in a friendly way, but u never know. nd about the coaxing of the tori of the liking, never give up. ever. never ever. forever nd ever. nd ever. r else i'll compress u into a bloody mess nd put u in a rusty bucket. nd u'll fit, due to the account of on the compression. nd I'll prolly piss in there too.

Re: rusty bucket

[cutmedeeper567]

max be reasonable we both know it's not me because if she wanted me she could've had me in two seconds.

Re: rusty bucket

[straitxxxedge]

thats not how girls work(no offense tori, i just hate ur whole gender lol), nd if she dos want u, mebbe something's holding her back? theres always a reason for stuff like that

Re: rusty bucket

[darkduplex]

max is right. u should listen to him. but im not saying that he is right for my situation...i am just pointing it out that that is how we think somtimes. and weather or not it aplys this time is a whole different thing (srry everyone i spell for shit)

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[ifitmakesuhappy]

i just have one thing to say and that's that if you start cutting, you're just going to dig yourself deeper

i know it's none of my buisness and that i'm probably one of those annoying people, but i think that harming yourself isn't going to do you any good

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[straitxxxedge]

hey aubree iz max

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[ifitmakesuhappy]

hey

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[straitxxxedge]

comment on ma journal! WoOT