I wish we could all just enjoy our summer but it seems like all these things just keep getting in our way. First our jobs and then other things. I'm just scared that pretty soon we're going to look back and realize that we've all grown apart because of silly things. I don't want to let things go by that easily.

So yesterday I got my first car and I can start driving it today!!!! No more begging for rides. NO more walking to work and most importantly no more dealing with my mom!!!! At least on the car situation anyway.

I can't stand how no matter what I do it doesn't seem to make a difference. I'm not learning. I'm not changing. I just keep making those same mistakes over and over. I'm just so sick of myself right now.

Most depressing saturday ever!!! I think I might cry. My first day to drink in a month and theres nothing...NOTHING!!!! I hate everything.

Thirsty Thursday and I'm in my room. What is coming to the world?