working close shift tonight at the olive garden...hope to make some tips to help pay my bills bills bills...anyways a lot has gone down in the past week and i have done a lot of thinking...time to just go our seperate ways for now...we will just have to see what happenes...i have amde a plan of what my goals are as of now so i can keep myself ( Read more... )

today was supposed to be my only day off this week...but if i sit at home while he is in orlando i will mope around...soooo i picked up a double at the olive garden...hooray!...money that i can use to pay rent and electric...nice...

wish me lots of tips people!...ciao

it is a nice day to stay in with the one you love...so rainy...kinda gross outside...i feel weird..kinda numb or just gross or not enough...actually a mix of all of those...i miss home more than ever...i am lost right now and am not sure what to do...

love to al my friends...thanks for being who you are...<3

the tonster has left...

i think i need a hug...i feel weird...

i am so in love i don't think i realize the world around me still exists...i do but i wish we could be alone for once...missing you...haven't seen you except for our short time last night baby...i love you more than anything...see you tomorrow...

my baby sleeps next to me everynight except when away...<3 is ( Read more... )

phil and i will be in bradenton tonight and tomorrow...call me bitches...

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a long time since i have posted so here goes ( Read more... )

phil and i are going to jacksonville for the next few days to hangout with my cousins and go to the beach everyday!...call me later bitches!

ciao for now!

..:::tony:::..

so i fucked up as everyone would expect...most of you already know the situation...if not i am sorry...i am so hurt and i can't even describe what i would do to make things better...never take pills and drink even if it is just for one night...never drink and always think...i can't even cry anymore...things will work out eventually but it will take ( Read more... )

going to busch gardens today...shall be awesome!

peace out!