Goddamnit, Cannot sleep that well. Home alone and for some reason floored by fear and sorrow. I just Do not get what is going on. I can't get past this feeling. I was so afraid something happened when they didnt get home at 11 , 11:30 as planned. They just went to a house part ( Read more... )

I just really don't get it. I will be fine one minute miserable the next. Im home alone with an hour til i have to go to bed and i dont know why but i have the urge to just curl up and cry. Maybe its the fact that all my friends are night people and I have a job that starts at 6am. I feel isolated and alone most of the time now. And without any ( Read more... )

  Today at work, quite an interesting one indeed. The first half, suuuuucked. I could'nt keep up with the machine for the life of me, because of that fact my cell probably quite angry and frustrated ( Read more... )

I have a job, finally ( Read more... )

and I am soooo goddamned bored I do not even know what to do.. This sucks.

Ah, Idea. Reset games ever sunday has Video Game tournaments.

I think I should get a brigade of friends together and regular them. Entry for them as far as I know is free and the prize is in store credit. who would be interested?

 As the subject states, I can already tell this will be something that will , and I do infact mean it, consume my entire being.

This is atleast for a short time. I am hoping eventually to customise this thing... this journal, or whatever it is called, into something grand, something so great, it will be the 8th wonder. Where the hell am I going ( Read more... )