You Know This, MANNNN

[ctplaya203]

Ok..... so yeah. I had the best night of my life 2 nights ago.... rather not get into it LOL just know it was tha best...yesterday i didn't do much. today i woke up in the morning at 8:00AM because Anna came running to see me and she literually carded my door to my room and woke my white ass up. I sleep in my boxers too, yo. LOL. so i got

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[xbelievex]

I'm glad your happy with anna.

im sorry im just "that girl"
and i cant believe you think all that shit about me that I never even said.but hey, its your opinions, your twist on what has gone on. ha, its amazing how different it is from mine, but you wouldnt know because you dont take the time to listen to me, now do you?

but hey. i hope you and anna are mad happy together, because you deserve it.

ps. i hope you know how this all started.. think about it.
pps. that song you wrote still hurts the shit out of me. no matter how many times you say your sorry it still kills me inside. and it cant take back what you said.
ppps. goodbye. i guess you dont need me in your life eh?

[ctplaya203]

Yes i am always happy when i'm with Anna..... she makes me feel the way u USED to make me feel. And hey, i would be nice to u, but everytime i tried tellin' u how much i loved u, u would bring up "the song" again. and it is true, the one thing i will have that you'll never have in ur life is the abilty to forgive and forget. Your better then me at pretty much everything you do,(school and whatnot) but u'll never be able to have that trait that i do. And u know what, i think u need to calm down because personaly, i don't even think u know what u want in ur life anymore. i remember u wanted to slow things down for a while.... ur reason behind that was because we stopped talking. which means u really have no idea what u want. I can't believe how gay this shit is

[xbelievex]

good. I'm glad your happy.

I'm sorry I made you want to be a better person or something? and I'm sorry I can't forgive and forget? because its not that hard to forget something that hurt you really bad... i mean, your not saying you forget what caroline did to you right? exactly. it hurts. to have someones trust and think they care about you, and then you realize.. they dont.

and who i was around you.. thats not me either. but hey. if your happy getting drunk and high and going down that path in life, then fine. you do that. its your life, your choices. I have no control over this. and i have lost my desire to even try. i surrender. i give up. goodnight.

[xbelievex]

tell me one thing. what do YOU want in your life? and do you know ANYTHING about what I want in my life? i dont think so. so dont say I dont know.. because you have no idea about anything in my past, in my future.. if you cared about me.. youd take the time to get to know me... for me.. not someone i pretended to be. something you didn't do. so what do you want in your life? this i want to know.

[ctplaya203]

What do i want in life, eh? I'll tell u what i want. i want enough drugs to fill up an entire closest, so i'll never have to worry about bein' solber again. I want Anna to like me the way i like her. (thats not gonna happen. but o well) i want a new family... i want a fuckin' brother or sister so i have someone to talk to when i'm home. I want to be someone important (Yeah that ain't happenin' either) I want to just live my life....

I'm sorry that i didn't know the real u. Oh well, i'm not complaining. I;m sorry u fell in love with me and then realized i was a drug dealin/ cigarette smokin/ money hungry bastard that doesn't know his 1's from his 2's. i'm just bein' real with u....1

[ctplaya203]

hunnie, we were just a dream. it just took us a while to wake from it. Welcome to reality... i hope u enjoy it

[xbelievex]

you fucking lie to me. i'm done. i dont do with liars. if you cared about me, then you wouldnt have lied. about multiple things. goodbye.

[naughti_girl]

well sounds like Anna will be the next but dont ruin that friendship by tryna move on her. I hope u get it str8 tho n pull those grades up<3