Well this morning Zack and I were waken by Wayne telling us he needed to go home. So off we went to Golden to drop him off. It was early. I hadn't gone to bed that late and woken up that early on a Saturday in a long time. It was like 7:00 in the morning when we left this morning. Dropped him off and we headed back home. We stopped in at the ( Read more... )

Well last night I had the most realistic, but not, dream. I realized I really love Zack no matter how big of a dick he is. Though that doesn't mean I won't leave him if we fight like that again. I told him about that again last night and a few times he almost cried, but one time he said "Fine Crystal, leave me over a fight." I told him YUP. We ( Read more... )

Well I don't really remember a whole lot of today. Well I went to the bank to get my check cashed and they told me that there was a hold on the account. I was pissed because they told me that it wasn't because my loan on my car was late or anything like that because I was current with it. Not only that but they told me that it was a hold that ( Read more... )

Well a lot happened this morning. The alarm didn't go off so when Zack came in he told me that it was already 7:15. That is when I leave for work! So I didn't get a shower or nothing and got out the door at about 7:30ish and Zack had pulled out and left when I went to shut the gates I seen he dropped his phone. Instead of putting it in the ( Read more... )

Well I woke up to Zack threatening me that he was moving out today and that I could have fun paying the mortgage. A weird feeling came over me because I didn't care at all that he was moving out. I wanted him to more than he did. He called his work and told them that he would be in late because he had to move out of his finace's house. I told ( Read more... )

Well today was so slow and boring. I went to Wal-Mart and got some of the ice creams, have to stop. I had to get a different kind, well the same I guess, but it isn't the low fat, it is the half fat ones. They don't sell the low fat ones anymore. Guess that is a sign for me to stop eating them. I got some gum, the new kind from Extra called ( Read more... )

Well last night was hell. Zack and I fought so bad. Here is the start of it. Zack called Derek and told him that he could buy the car if he had $500 down, that he could take the car out that night. Well Derek called back and said he had the money. So his friend Zach and Zach's girlfriend Kayla brought him over. He did his part of the contract ( Read more... )

Well today was a little busy and of course I like that. I had so much to do this morning, then it calmed down a little bit and picked back up again. I didn't eat lunch until like 1:00 today, which if you know me I don't do a whole lot at work where if I want to I can eat right at 12:00. I liked it. Zack called a couple of times and almost ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was hell. All Zack and I did was fight and make up, fight and make up. I got so tired of it that on Saturday night I left and came all the way to the office and was going to stay the night here, but God told me to go back to him. I left because he talked about some woman's tits on t.v. and couldn't see where he was wrong ( Read more... )

Well last night was a little tense. I got home from work and neither Zack or I talked. After like 30 mins. Zack asked me "so you don't have an apology yet?" I said "for what!" I eventually said I was sorry, but he keept his attitude up and yelling at me so I got up and yelled back telling him that it sure seemed funny that I had to apologize ( Read more... )