Time has been flying by and I can't say that I mind in the least ( Read more... )

so in this really old movie, they fell in love on a ship to germany. she was being exhiled or something and he was the dr. on board. and it was just the way he cared for her and cried for her that was so... different from how things are now. she was the most important thing to him. and its so nice and idealistic to think that soulmates exist and ( Read more... )

holy.fucking.shit.

I left my mouth wide open
It reminds me of you choking
I never saw the horses when they lined beside your bed
I never saw the officers but heard what they said

You know, I can't seem to breathe when you're here

moving here is slowly changing me outlook on life, and i like it.

so i feel hopelessly horrible. we are in his car and soaring down streets with the radio raging so we don't have to talk. not that we don't talk, we talk just fine. its just there are certain times when talking isn't the smartest choice, like now. so i take to staring out the window at passing cars and wondering about the person driving them. i ( Read more... )

my foot is asleep and tingling viciously ( Read more... )

so i've been getting contradicting opinions from friends on the choices i've been making.
personally, i don't see anything wrong with the way things are. we're just two kids who like each other.

aw shit.

hmm sometimes things get a little confusing.
like when you have to keep reminding yourself that things mean nothing, they can't, its not your place. even when the windows are down and everything feels right.
can't wait to move, will miss a few people. will miss work.
will have a great time in a new place though.

moving!