DUDE I AM SO ...... NOT GOOD.

FIRST FOOTBALL GAME FRIDAY.

I GET TO SEE EVERYONE

AND IM EXCITED.

DANI IS STAYING WITH ME THIS WEEKEND

AND TOMORROW I THINK IM GOIN TO HANG OUT WITH EROD

WATCH SOME SOCCER, AND DRESS SHOPPING

FOR HOMECOMING, BUT ITS NOT LIKE I HAVE A FUCKING DATE NE WAY

WHAT IS EVERYONES OPINION ON GOING STAG? HMMMMMM

WELL I AM DOING BETTER WITH HIM.

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yesterday. I WASNT EXPECTING TO BE SO FREAKING HAPPY THE ENTIRE DAY YESTERDAY, JUST CONSIDERING OUTSIDE CIRCUMSTANCES, BUT TRESSAS PARTY. OH MY GOD. IT WAS PERFECT.

i miss you,

i dont need you.

SITTING AT HOME WITH A HUGE BLACK EYE IS OH SOOOOOO FUN!!!

IM GLAD THAT NOT EVERYONE READS THIS, NOT GONNA LIE. ITS LAME AND I SAY NOTHING WORTH READING. BUT IF I SAY IT HERE, I WONT ANYWHERE IMPORTANT.  SCHOOL IS SOON, BEFORE THAN I WANT TO GET INTO SHAPE, GO UPNORTH WITH SOME FRIENDS, ENJOY THE FIRST FEW FOOTBALL GAMES, AND GET MY LIFE BACK TO HOW IT WAS-. AKA. HAPPY.

IT WUD BE NICE, TO FIND SOMEONE ELSE.

I FIND THAT, WHEN I THINK OF YOU I GET SICK TO MY STOMACH, IN SUCH A WAY I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME, SO YOU COULD MAYBE SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE. I'VE DONE NOTHING, BUT MAKE EVERYTHING EASY FOR YOU, WHO THE FUCK CARES IF IM DIEING INSIDE, YOU CAN BE HAPPY, YOU CAN THINK EVERYTHING IS FINE. YOU HUMILIATE ME.

BEEN WITH MEREDITH FOR THE LAST COUPLE DAYS.
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FUCK WHAT I SAID,
I'M HAPPY, DON'T 
YOU WORRY YOUR
LIL HEART ABOUT ME.