okay so without putting too much out there...

put away your coping mechanism and grow a pair
jesus christ
I'd rather be beaten up verbally and physically than just sitting here in silence waiting
just what the fuck am I waiting for anyway?

lots of exciting things happening lately
jay just left from his weeklong visit... lots of good food and drive in movies and the aquarium
he'll be back in two weeks for the braves game then i'll be in ssi to get good and wasted on the beach
speaking of wasted I haven't drinkin since cinco de mayo and a whole week before that
but thats okay because ( Read more... )

I can't even write a proper entry right now
because I just can't say everything I want to say
but I will say this
My eyes are open
I see everything that's going on
yesterday I felt abandoned and alone and above all extremely naive
but today is different
today I know whats happening before it even happens
and today I could give a shit

ugh so im trying to write a speech where I glorify something I just don't agree with (w/o going into too much detail... not even the NRA would tolerate this much shotgun ( Read more... )

i am not well

i get paid tomorrow thank god ( Read more... )

the best feeling you've ever had in your entire life
followed abruptly by the very worst

not to mention the strangest encounters ever
like of the fourth and fifth kind
dear god I could use a cigarette...

i just got the strangest hankerin for chicken fingers
the kind you cook from the bag
oh well
btw i am now a conscious objector
its time to start acting like i give a shit about myself

well i hear movement so
g'day

mo mo mo

I love this place I call home
beach, beer, and bbq... followed of course by a terrible hangover
but I'll just blame it on this southern weather
now I have cabin fevaaa

i woke up in a different life ( Read more... )