Sometimes I wonder whats gonna happen between me and Mandy these next few months. Last night her and I had a disagreement cause of shit with my parents that prevented me from sneaking her into my house for the weekend. It lead to us being mad at each other. But sure enough not a minute after we hung up did she call me and apologized. Me still being ( Read more... )

My life just keeps getting better and better. NOT REALLY! So Saturday could've been more of a fucked up day. Lets see, well for one thing I had to spend 6 hours painting a fucking basement, with no air conditioning and humidity up the ass, then I had to spend another 4 hours with Brian's bitchy girlfriend Christine, then she left, then Mikey, ( Read more... )

Life is good. I finally realized this after all the bullshit going on in my life recently. I have taken a "vacation" from the guys. I have had the past two days to myself and it feels great. No drama, no problems, no stress, just me! I have being thinking about everything going on, and I realized that everything is great. To be away from the drama ( Read more... )

I started to realize this morning how September can not come fast enough. My return to Franklin Pierce College is the best thing for me right now. My life is getting out of control here in New York. I can't stand my parents, Brian is in need of a serious tampon (mostly because of Christine) and Mikey and Varela are just making the grade. I thought ( Read more... )

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The past two days of my life were spent with Mandy. She came down on Wednesday night and we went to my beach house for the evening (god i hope my folks don't find out, they will have my nuts on a silver plater)! Then yesterday she came back into the city and was supposed to see her friend Carly, but she blew her off to be with me. Wednesday night ( Read more... )

Looking back on last summer I lost a lot of dear friends due to my friendship with Scott. One of them being Rajone. Because of her and Scott sleeping together and them ultimately not talking to each other I stopped talking to Rajone (wrong fucking choice!) I have spoken to her in a few months and its really wierd. Today while I was cleaning my room ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU

I have come to a conclusion today. I have decided to take a vacation from the the outside world for a lil bit. I plan on just keeping myself isolated for a few days and see how it goes. It would be really good! I wouldn't have any bullshit to deal with and there would be no stress. There would only be me sitting around in my underwear while my ( Read more... )

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