I need a new fairy goth-mother: A Confession.

[crossingbifrost]

I went to South Florida, a place that I have never admitted any faith in, to see Depeche Mode for a few reasons. I'd like to say that it was all about synth and sound, and of all the reasons that I may list, this is ultimately the one that gave me the impetus to get in the car (with three other near-fans who I had the inclination to think were

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[abase_me]

I will never be rid of her for that reason, because she was and she is still me, a version of me sent as a constant reminder that there are few things (if any) that are unforgivable or unattainable.

This is why I was in Florida the other night.

I read that sentence once, then read it again, then broke down the possible significance of each word, like I was reading a dense theoretical text or a poem. And then I realized that absolutely every word, placed exactly where it is without even the slightest movement of meaning or emphasis (although if I'd written it in a notepad or on a napkin, I would've underlined 'unforgivable' once and 'unattainable' three to four times), is something I have experienced and felt just a few hours ago, actually. It's a real long story and I'll tell you sometime, maybe. But yeah. Thank you for this.

[spacian]

I think I'd like to hear it. I'm sorry that I missed you. I wish I had known.

[go_wherever]

Dude, did you get to see the Senator at the Castle? Old white-haired guy, usually in a speedo?