when life got so complicated? i remember when things were so much easier! your friends were your friends people loved you for who you were and they checked the bull shit at the door. when did everything change? cause some where along the way it did. you have to make these crazy choices that you never thought that you would be faced with. your ( Read more... )

IT IS TIME THAT I DO ME!

WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO AND I'LL DO IT.
WHO I'M SUPPOSED TO BE AND I WILL BE IT.
I'M GOING TO BE O.K AND I WILL BELIEVE IT.

FOR SOMEONE I CAN NEVER HAVE......
AGAIN

I have decided to take my life and make it what i want it to be! I am going o start doing things that i want to. I want to look into take the course to become a personal trainer i seriously want to consider moving to california! I want to be finished with my basic classes so i can focus on the personal training course. But before i can do that oi ( Read more... )

SO heres the thing ive turned 21 within the past week and a 1/2 and ive had the time of my life! I have never had so much fun then i did on the night of my birthday and new years eve! in that time span i have decided that its time for me to stop running from my life and to finally start living it. With that said thats exactly what i plan to do. B/c ( Read more... )

Everything has seemed to calm down for the time being. I'm doing ok, I'm trying to adjust to this kinda strange new way of doing things, its wierd and uncomfortable and i like being alone its kinda what i'm used to but i have no choice but to ajust. I just hate the fact that i'm gonna have to compromise my things and my lifestyle to adjust to ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since i had time to let it all out. A lot has happened and changed. I started moving my things into mommys house dani's old room has become mine, am i overly joyous about this new turn of events...no but i new it was gonna go down like that. Daddy is in Rockport i think hes a real jackass these days, needless to say he is not my ( Read more... )

nothing too exciting is going on w/ me. Jake is on his way to pick me up but thats about it ive hung out w/ him once since the first hangout today will make it twice. Erica called me today that was the most random thing ever. Im just trying to focus on school and keep my head together. My goal is still to meet ppl and make new friends. Oh i have to ( Read more... )

SOOO this past friday i met up w/ Jake who is the boy that mommy wanted me to meet. I think that we hit it off but you can never be to sure of those things. We went to barnes and noble drove around and just got to know each other a little bit. I would totally hang out w/ him again he seemed like he would be a good friend for me to have. IDK what to ( Read more... )