One-shot: Touch, Feel, Love
Title: Touch, Feel, Love (Sequel to See, Feel, Realise)
Author: phoenix_zeal
Pairings: Akame
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Disclaimer: If I owned them I'd be too busy to write...
Beta: death_note13 ♥
Summary: Kazuya managed to get Jin backand they're now boyfriends instead of master/butler. Everything seems a bit awkward though and Kazuya doesn't really know how to act. Will Jin be able to make him relax?
Author's note: I recommend that you read See, Feel, Realise before you read this one.
Things had changed in the mansion after Kazuya had gone to get Jin back. Jin had gotten one of the guestrooms as his own instead of a staff room and he wasn’t Kazuya’s butler. He’d refused to live there for free so instead he monitored the staff to make sure that they did their job properly and the salary he should’ve received was instead his rent. Kazuya still insisted on giving him some money though so that he could do things he enjoyed.
After the night at the club their relationship had been awkward; Kazuya was embarrassed by how he’d acted when he was drunk and frankly he had no idea how a relationship worked. He’d never been in one before and whenever Jin was around he would become tense and had even more difficulties speaking than he usually did.
Writing went slower too because he couldn’t focus, whenever the main couple of the moment would do something lovey-dovey all he could think about was Jin and his soft lips, warm hands and those intense eyes... Kazuya shook his head and forced himself to type one word after another until his word count was satisfactory for the day. Usually he would spend the entire day writing, not caring if he’d already filled up his quota, but he knew that Jin was waiting for him in the dining room so they could eat dinner together.
It had gone a couple of weeks since he fetched the older man at the club but eating together with him still felt strange; Kazuya was so used to eating alone. He closed the laptop and got up from the chair just as Jin knocked on the door and opened it.
“Oh, so you haven’t forgotten about dinner”, Jin said with a warm smile that made Kazuya’s stomach feel tingly somehow.
“No, I just had to finish the scene I was writing”, Kazuya fiddled with the hem of his oversized sweater with one hand and the other covered his mouth partially as he bit on one of his fingernails.
“Have the lovers finally made any progress?” Jin’s eyes twinkled.
“Uh, yeah, a bit”, Kazuya shuffled his feet to walk closer to Jin who wrapped his arm around the younger man’s shoulders as they walked towards the dining room.
Living in the same house and still not quite live together made every dinner seem kind of like a date. This day the chef had made them hamburger steak which was a break from the traditional Japanese meals which were usually served. Kazuya had a feeling that Jin had requested it since he had come to know that the older man was fond of western food and also western music.
The author preferred silence and he had no special preference for food other than being quite fond of shrimp and squid. He also enjoyed watching Jin eat as the former butler really seemed to love eating.
“Do you like it?” Jin asked and licked his thumb to clean it from some sauce that had gone astray.
“Huh?” Kazuya blinked, somewhat dazed since he’d focused on looking at Jin’s lips and tongue.
“I asked if you like the food”, Jin smiled, amused.
“Oh yes, it’s very delicious.”
They finished their meal and a servant carried out their plates. Both of them rose from their seats and Jin approached Kazuya, taking his hand and making him blush slightly.
“Maybe we should’ve had some wine”, Jin mused. “Then you might become a bit more relaxed”, he cupped Kazuya’s cheek with his free hand.
“I don’t mean to be so tense”, Kazuya said. “I just don’t know how to behave around you.”
“Behave like yourself; just don’t treat me like air again.”
“That’s not possible because I’m always thinking about you”, Kazuya blushed, he hadn’t meant to say that.
“I’m glad”, Jin murmured ad brought their lips together in a soft yet passionate kiss.
Kazuya took a hold of Jin’s shoulders not to fall down and embarrass himself by just how much Jin’s kisses affected him. It wasn’t like he was experienced at all really so even just a simple touch from Jin could make him feel like he was on fire. Jin wrapped his arms around Kazuya’s waist and brought him even closer, deepening the kiss. At any moment a servant could happen to walk in and see them but neither of them had a thought about that and if anyone had a problem with their relationship Kazuya would fire him or her anyway.
“Want to go somewhere more comfortable?” Jin asked when they stopped kissing to catch some air.
“Comfortable?” Kazuya repeated with widened eyes, obviously thinking about something further than kissing.
“Yeah, you know, like the sofa in the living room or something.”
“Oh”, Kazuya nodded, calmer but then he yelped in surprise when Jin grabbed his butt to hoist him up, carrying him.
“What are you doing?”
“Playing soccer”, Jin said with a grin and Kazuya had to sigh since he knew that it was a question with an obvious answer.
He felt uncomfortable thought because now Jin had to know just how much he’d been affected by just kissing. Every time he did something that was awkward and showed just how inexperienced he was in any social situation he would become very embarrassed. He couldn’t understand how someone like Jin could even be interested in him. At the club Kazuya had gotten to see what a social and fun loving person the former butler really was.
Finally they arrived to the living room but instead of putting Kazuya down, Jin simply sat down on the sofa so that Kazuya ended up on his lap. Kazuya tried to slide off but Jin held him tightly.
“I won’t let you escape”, Jin said. “You’ve been avoiding me these weeks.”
“No, I haven’t”, Kazuya frowned. “I’ve spent time with you every day.”
“True, but you haven’t let me get really close”, Jin ran his fingers through Kazuya’s hair. “You really got me excited back at the club but then you’ve been so cold.”
“I haven’t meant to, I’m just nervous.”
“You don’t have to be, I won’t do anything you don’t want me to if you tell me to stop.”
“I trust you”, Kazuya said and Jin kissed him, effectively stopping him from saying the other thing on his mind.
He didn’t trust that he would be able to satisfy Jin. Judging from what he’d seen at the club and also what he’d experienced firsthand, Jin was far from a blushing virgin and Kazuya... well, Kazuya was a blushing virgin in more than one way. He didn’t believe that he’d be able to satisfy Jin’s hunger for passion and romance which he’d come to realise burned inside of the older man.
Yes, Kazuya might be an awkward secluded and unstylish person but he had talent for understanding people when they’d managed to catch his interest. It was the reason to why he’d become such a successful author, he understood what people felt and could describe it in a way that touched the readers deeply. If anything his current book was even more touching because now he too knew what love felt like, Jin showed him what it was like to desire another in every possible way.
Frankly he was terrified by his own feelings because they’d appeared so quickly within him and yet they were so strong. It scared him to think that Jin would grow tired of him and realise that whatever he felt for Kazuya wasn’t real. An incredibly silly thought considering that Jin had stayed by his side for years even though he’d never looked at his butler and really seen him.
“Somehow I think that you’re not really here with me”, Jin said, he’d just stopped kissing Kazuya’s neck to notice a frown on the author’s face.
“Sorry”, Kazuya blushed and straightened his glasses. “I was just thinking.”
“Should I be worried that my kisses are so terrible that you must distract yourself with thoughts about something else?”
“Oh no, that’s not it at all!” Kazuya protested, not noticing the teasing glint in Jin’s eyes. “I was just thinking about how my kisses might not be satisfying for you.”
Kazuya bit his lip and looked everywhere but into Jin’s eyes until Jin cupped his face and made him.
“Your kisses are amazing”, Jin said seriously and gazed into Kazuya’s worried eyes. “You are amazing and I’ve never felt this way before. Please don’t make me quote Dirty Dancing more than I already have”, Jin grinned and Kazuya had to smile.
“Kazuya, I’ve been your butler for years and I know all of your habits, your quirks, the good and the bad sides of you. I’ve devoted my life to you until I decided that I should get over you and left and yet all I could think about was you. When I saw you at the bar it was one of the happiest moments of my life. Just being close to you like this is a dream come true for me. I love you, Kazuya, and I’ll never stop loving you.”
Kazuya felt tears in his eyes hearing Jin’s confession and his heart felt like it would jump through his chest. He felt like he could barely breathe because he was so happy. Not all of his worries were gone but they were eased and he pressed his lips against Jin’s, one tear sliding down his cheek.
“I love you too, Jin”, he whispered when the kiss ended and Jin smiled happier than Kazuya had ever seen him before.
“Really?” Jin asked hopefully. “You’re not just saying that because you have to?”
“I mean it”, Kazuya smiled and blushed. “I’ve never said that to anyone before.”
“That makes it so much more special, thank you.”
They kissed again and Kazuya didn’t have time to worry about anything anymore because all he felt was happiness and love, just the way it should be. He knew that it didn’t mean that it was the end to all of his worrying and it wouldn’t be the end of misunderstandings between them but for once he would let himself just enjoy the moment and go with the flow. That was one thing he knew that Jin was particularly good at. Kazuya smiled into their kiss and wondered what else Jin might teach him before the end of the night.
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A/N: I was asked for a sequel to this and so I just wrote something simple and fluffy. XD I actually started this last year thinking that it should be my Christmas fic but then I failed and couldn't finish it so I gave you a HayaRyu drabble instead. I bet you hate me for that, huh? XP Anyway, hope you enjoyed this!
Author: phoenix_zeal
Pairings: Akame
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Disclaimer: If I owned them I'd be too busy to write...
Beta: death_note13 ♥
Summary: Kazuya managed to get Jin backand they're now boyfriends instead of master/butler. Everything seems a bit awkward though and Kazuya doesn't really know how to act. Will Jin be able to make him relax?
Author's note: I recommend that you read See, Feel, Realise before you read this one.
Things had changed in the mansion after Kazuya had gone to get Jin back. Jin had gotten one of the guestrooms as his own instead of a staff room and he wasn’t Kazuya’s butler. He’d refused to live there for free so instead he monitored the staff to make sure that they did their job properly and the salary he should’ve received was instead his rent. Kazuya still insisted on giving him some money though so that he could do things he enjoyed.
After the night at the club their relationship had been awkward; Kazuya was embarrassed by how he’d acted when he was drunk and frankly he had no idea how a relationship worked. He’d never been in one before and whenever Jin was around he would become tense and had even more difficulties speaking than he usually did.
Writing went slower too because he couldn’t focus, whenever the main couple of the moment would do something lovey-dovey all he could think about was Jin and his soft lips, warm hands and those intense eyes... Kazuya shook his head and forced himself to type one word after another until his word count was satisfactory for the day. Usually he would spend the entire day writing, not caring if he’d already filled up his quota, but he knew that Jin was waiting for him in the dining room so they could eat dinner together.
It had gone a couple of weeks since he fetched the older man at the club but eating together with him still felt strange; Kazuya was so used to eating alone. He closed the laptop and got up from the chair just as Jin knocked on the door and opened it.
“Oh, so you haven’t forgotten about dinner”, Jin said with a warm smile that made Kazuya’s stomach feel tingly somehow.
“No, I just had to finish the scene I was writing”, Kazuya fiddled with the hem of his oversized sweater with one hand and the other covered his mouth partially as he bit on one of his fingernails.
“Have the lovers finally made any progress?” Jin’s eyes twinkled.
“Uh, yeah, a bit”, Kazuya shuffled his feet to walk closer to Jin who wrapped his arm around the younger man’s shoulders as they walked towards the dining room.
Living in the same house and still not quite live together made every dinner seem kind of like a date. This day the chef had made them hamburger steak which was a break from the traditional Japanese meals which were usually served. Kazuya had a feeling that Jin had requested it since he had come to know that the older man was fond of western food and also western music.
The author preferred silence and he had no special preference for food other than being quite fond of shrimp and squid. He also enjoyed watching Jin eat as the former butler really seemed to love eating.
“Do you like it?” Jin asked and licked his thumb to clean it from some sauce that had gone astray.
“Huh?” Kazuya blinked, somewhat dazed since he’d focused on looking at Jin’s lips and tongue.
“I asked if you like the food”, Jin smiled, amused.
“Oh yes, it’s very delicious.”
They finished their meal and a servant carried out their plates. Both of them rose from their seats and Jin approached Kazuya, taking his hand and making him blush slightly.
“Maybe we should’ve had some wine”, Jin mused. “Then you might become a bit more relaxed”, he cupped Kazuya’s cheek with his free hand.
“I don’t mean to be so tense”, Kazuya said. “I just don’t know how to behave around you.”
“Behave like yourself; just don’t treat me like air again.”
“That’s not possible because I’m always thinking about you”, Kazuya blushed, he hadn’t meant to say that.
“I’m glad”, Jin murmured ad brought their lips together in a soft yet passionate kiss.
Kazuya took a hold of Jin’s shoulders not to fall down and embarrass himself by just how much Jin’s kisses affected him. It wasn’t like he was experienced at all really so even just a simple touch from Jin could make him feel like he was on fire. Jin wrapped his arms around Kazuya’s waist and brought him even closer, deepening the kiss. At any moment a servant could happen to walk in and see them but neither of them had a thought about that and if anyone had a problem with their relationship Kazuya would fire him or her anyway.
“Want to go somewhere more comfortable?” Jin asked when they stopped kissing to catch some air.
“Comfortable?” Kazuya repeated with widened eyes, obviously thinking about something further than kissing.
“Yeah, you know, like the sofa in the living room or something.”
“Oh”, Kazuya nodded, calmer but then he yelped in surprise when Jin grabbed his butt to hoist him up, carrying him.
“What are you doing?”
“Playing soccer”, Jin said with a grin and Kazuya had to sigh since he knew that it was a question with an obvious answer.
He felt uncomfortable thought because now Jin had to know just how much he’d been affected by just kissing. Every time he did something that was awkward and showed just how inexperienced he was in any social situation he would become very embarrassed. He couldn’t understand how someone like Jin could even be interested in him. At the club Kazuya had gotten to see what a social and fun loving person the former butler really was.
Finally they arrived to the living room but instead of putting Kazuya down, Jin simply sat down on the sofa so that Kazuya ended up on his lap. Kazuya tried to slide off but Jin held him tightly.
“I won’t let you escape”, Jin said. “You’ve been avoiding me these weeks.”
“No, I haven’t”, Kazuya frowned. “I’ve spent time with you every day.”
“True, but you haven’t let me get really close”, Jin ran his fingers through Kazuya’s hair. “You really got me excited back at the club but then you’ve been so cold.”
“I haven’t meant to, I’m just nervous.”
“You don’t have to be, I won’t do anything you don’t want me to if you tell me to stop.”
“I trust you”, Kazuya said and Jin kissed him, effectively stopping him from saying the other thing on his mind.
He didn’t trust that he would be able to satisfy Jin. Judging from what he’d seen at the club and also what he’d experienced firsthand, Jin was far from a blushing virgin and Kazuya... well, Kazuya was a blushing virgin in more than one way. He didn’t believe that he’d be able to satisfy Jin’s hunger for passion and romance which he’d come to realise burned inside of the older man.
Yes, Kazuya might be an awkward secluded and unstylish person but he had talent for understanding people when they’d managed to catch his interest. It was the reason to why he’d become such a successful author, he understood what people felt and could describe it in a way that touched the readers deeply. If anything his current book was even more touching because now he too knew what love felt like, Jin showed him what it was like to desire another in every possible way.
Frankly he was terrified by his own feelings because they’d appeared so quickly within him and yet they were so strong. It scared him to think that Jin would grow tired of him and realise that whatever he felt for Kazuya wasn’t real. An incredibly silly thought considering that Jin had stayed by his side for years even though he’d never looked at his butler and really seen him.
“Somehow I think that you’re not really here with me”, Jin said, he’d just stopped kissing Kazuya’s neck to notice a frown on the author’s face.
“Sorry”, Kazuya blushed and straightened his glasses. “I was just thinking.”
“Should I be worried that my kisses are so terrible that you must distract yourself with thoughts about something else?”
“Oh no, that’s not it at all!” Kazuya protested, not noticing the teasing glint in Jin’s eyes. “I was just thinking about how my kisses might not be satisfying for you.”
Kazuya bit his lip and looked everywhere but into Jin’s eyes until Jin cupped his face and made him.
“Your kisses are amazing”, Jin said seriously and gazed into Kazuya’s worried eyes. “You are amazing and I’ve never felt this way before. Please don’t make me quote Dirty Dancing more than I already have”, Jin grinned and Kazuya had to smile.
“Kazuya, I’ve been your butler for years and I know all of your habits, your quirks, the good and the bad sides of you. I’ve devoted my life to you until I decided that I should get over you and left and yet all I could think about was you. When I saw you at the bar it was one of the happiest moments of my life. Just being close to you like this is a dream come true for me. I love you, Kazuya, and I’ll never stop loving you.”
Kazuya felt tears in his eyes hearing Jin’s confession and his heart felt like it would jump through his chest. He felt like he could barely breathe because he was so happy. Not all of his worries were gone but they were eased and he pressed his lips against Jin’s, one tear sliding down his cheek.
“I love you too, Jin”, he whispered when the kiss ended and Jin smiled happier than Kazuya had ever seen him before.
“Really?” Jin asked hopefully. “You’re not just saying that because you have to?”
“I mean it”, Kazuya smiled and blushed. “I’ve never said that to anyone before.”
“That makes it so much more special, thank you.”
They kissed again and Kazuya didn’t have time to worry about anything anymore because all he felt was happiness and love, just the way it should be. He knew that it didn’t mean that it was the end to all of his worrying and it wouldn’t be the end of misunderstandings between them but for once he would let himself just enjoy the moment and go with the flow. That was one thing he knew that Jin was particularly good at. Kazuya smiled into their kiss and wondered what else Jin might teach him before the end of the night.
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A/N: I was asked for a sequel to this and so I just wrote something simple and fluffy. XD I actually started this last year thinking that it should be my Christmas fic but then I failed and couldn't finish it so I gave you a HayaRyu drabble instead. I bet you hate me for that, huh? XP Anyway, hope you enjoyed this!