:(

[crimsonsparkles]

Once more, I am single. This hurts so much. Like my heart was taken out and trampled on.

Karma's a bitch- I'm sorry to everyone I've ever hurt in this way.

I've been crying for four hours. and there doesn't seem to be much sign of it stopping.

I'm done. I'm tired of this. tired of the worry. The search. trying so damn hard.

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[kagekunoichi]

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! T~T I just saw this...it comes as something of a shock to me, you guys seemed to get along so well...I guess not everything is meant to work out in such-and-such a way...feel better.

I'm sorry I'm really bad at saying things in these situations.

[crimsonsparkles]

It came as a shock to me too. I thought the same way to be honest.

I'm trying to count it as his loss, not mine, but it's hard.

You're fine. Thank you for trying.

[kagekunoichi]

It's definitely his loss, if he was that foolish to give you up -_- I know that doesn't change the feels though T_T

[crimsonsparkles]

To a point though, it does. I have been more productive, done more like, legitimate life things, since we broke up. Got Rollita out to the world. I'm working on other projects from my stash of them. I'm looking at moving out of my house, finally.

I think this might have been a good thing. And who knows what the future holds?