He said he'd moved
and gone far from her
down a invisible gold road
that led to no where
except back to her heart
and with the miles inbetween
the minutes
he hazed his memories
with the dirt
from under his finger nails
and now when that old
rusted necklace
shifts on his wall in the night
he knows somehtings holding him back(

It's always bad on a Monday when you walk into the barn and only the left three stall lights are on and a bunch of horses are still out.

I hate Mondays.

Why am I such a threat?

I really can't wait for the eleventh when Alessandra comes up. We're going to laugh so hard about our cancer.

I could seriously...

no, just no.

I have to go do world geography...

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

If I grabbed your sweater and still fell into you, would you disappear?

I liked hearing your concern. I knew I wouldn't get cold, yet you thought I would. I also loved listening to the uncertainty in you. It made me less scared. That wicker chair held you and I was still on my toes in the rocking green one. I'm always on my toes, whether it's to look you in the eye or to avoid it. I guess I have to let you open my ( Read more... )

graaaaahhh ( Read more... )

I'm losing my mind, I think.
Tired a lot. Cold hearted.

I miss Alessandra.

Met a boy who needs a shoulder for every joke and needs a puddle to drive through. A guy who doesn't sit still and loves all,
while having a sick mom. A guy, who made me realize that one on one, is the best friendship.
A guy who will be a very good friend someday. A guy who'd take you out to only record the amount
of insults he made and how many ( Read more... )

No conclusions, besides the fact that I'm old. I'm getting into astrology. It's ironic how you don't expect those things to be truthful or to apply, however in way they do. It's crazy.
Tomorrow, it's come so fast. Three weeks ago I said, "onlyeighteen more days!" Only was right! I'll have my lesson at 3:45 and ( Read more... )