If only someone could take away my pain..

[crazygirl129]

I hate this so much. I just feel so so UGH!! I'm beginning to cringe at the fact that I'm living in my own skin. I hate this, I hate my acne, I hate my fat, my stupid hair, skin, face, toes.......EVERYTHING!!!!! I just want to curl up into a little ball and DIE!! I can't believe that EVERYTHING IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD ALWAYS HAS TO GO WRONG FOR

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[anonymous]

So this is odd, the painful realization that has all gone wrong. And nobody cares at all, and nobody cares at all.
So you buried all your lover's clothes and burned the letters lover wrote, but it doesn't make it any better. Does it make it any better? And the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade.

So this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all, where nobody leads at all.

And the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafening and keeping you from sleep. And breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.

This is incredible. Starving, insatiable, yes, this is love for the first time. Well you'd like to think that you were invincible. Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time? Well this is the last time.

well well well

[crazygirl129]

hmmm interesting poetry Manuel, but doesn't really apply to my current situation. But still, thanks for the thought and it was nice hearing from you!