today sucked. like usual. where did all my joyness go? i'm like the odd one out now, and actually i don't even bother to get angry/sad/mad, i don't care. i put myself there anyway, so the only person i should be upset with is me. anyways tomorrow i get to clean and babysit!! gang-stur! i love it. haha. syke. pat and kyle come back woo-hoo. par-tay ( Read more... )

HAPPY ST. PATRIcKS DAY/HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT!!! i haven't updated for a couple days, crazy. i'm in cool accounting. hell yeah homie, omg it's SO BORING. hmmm lately i've been all under the weather and i hate my parents and everything around me joyous aye? hell yeah. hmm yar, i have to decide tonight if i wanna quit dance or night, i have NO IDEA what ( Read more... )

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bam. now im gunna get through today, no matter how hard it is. today was alright i guess. i still don't know what's wrong with me, i think i need counsuling, i feel like i have depression, you know, the illness. hmm that would suck. nothing interesting happened today. ha. i like a really hot freshman guy hehe, kelly knows! DON'T YOU?! YES YOU DO. ( Read more... )

it's weird that lately i really just want to be by myself.. but i DON'T really want too. i just... can't deal with stuff. i can usually blow everything off and say "it's my life, why should i let shit bother me?" i wanna be happy, right? but if i wanted to... why can't i. i just create problems... kinda, the problems are there, but i guess it's ( Read more... )

omfg i hate this class. someone save me. bam. it's hella boring, you'd think, i would be able to entertain myself, or even talk to someone, but no, it's like a downers class. wtf? gayness. hmm anyways. this weeekend i have danc ethe whole weekend and a performance on sat. night. great fun eh? helll yeah. i'm feeling better today. last night i left ( Read more... )

today was gayness. first...oh yeah real fun. second, it's math how fun could it get?. lunch-safeway, like everyother day. third was kinda fun, we always eat a lot in that class and today it was my turn to go get some food so i got myself some poptarts (thanks to warren!) and i got brock poptarts and a chocolate milk. then we sat and did chemistry. ( Read more... )

well well well well. today was super awesome fun. haha. i woke up and shit and then called anna back and OMG SHE WENT OUT WITH BEN! ahah i bet i'm more excited than she is. well no i lied. but i'm muy happy por her. anyways. then annie and i worked on our history project for like 2 or 3 hours and we got it done! good shit homie. then i wen to cosco ( Read more... )

well today was stupid. i was first supposed to go downtown with selena but my dad wouldn't let me until my room was cleaned and other stuff, so then i was all like well then maybe later. so i called pat up to see if he wanted to come, broadway scares me, he didn't, i guess... well i don't really know how that went down. but yeah, so then i was ( Read more... )

can you leave me hear alone now ( Read more... )