lets see..what has happened..well a few days ago i got really happy about something,& than confused/ stressed& i was crying because it was too much for me& idk ive just been over emotional lately. cheryl told me something that made me sad& i just started yelling at her in tears& like- forcing her to go out with jason..idk it was weird..cuz she was ( Read more... )

wo0o! i love my icon! "irish girls do it better!" true fact! i also have one that has a drawing person makeing another one smile& it says i can always make you smile!i like making people smile. people actually tell me that when they talk to me after a bad day they smile& get happy. i no some people dont really care, but it makes me feel squishy ( Read more... )

...-hmm-i need to learn how to say hi in gaylic*irish*..lol anyways- the first day back was great cuz i was so0o0o happy to be back& see everyone!!!! but im gonna miss staying out late every night with johnny& kenny..lance& bobby too I GUESS..lol you no i love you guys!(not in that way!)youre my hood homies!lol insider...aaron got his haircut! i ( Read more... )

OMG! matt broke up with sarah! i called him& we were talking& im like "so..why did you break up with sarah?"&hes like "idk, i just dont want a g/f right now, i still like her but i just dont have time for one right now. She probably thinks its her, right?"& im like "noo-she thinks that you would like feel pressured to do things with her at school& ( Read more... )

woah! me n sarah were so tanked last night! i would of done anyone! lol..it was so0o0o fun..sarah was drunk driving the golf cart& we almost crashed into the canal,& shes like "SEALIONS!"&im like "ahhh! the sea lions are gonna attack us!"&we were singing& yelling& then we were falling all over the place& laughing like crazy& then at midnight we ( Read more... )

Guttentog!*german* alot has happened! ill try to make it short though! well im obviously alot happier, but guess what?! craig& alissa broke up! technecally alissa broke up with him, but than she said it wasnt her&its this whole thing but their over. ok lets back track to christmas. i got stuff. no aaron. but other stuf..clothes, my chemical romance ( Read more... )

jambo!i think thats how you spell it..its hi in african& it might be bye but me& craig added it to our list of many ways to say hi! but hes also using it for bye i guess, cuz last night..or actually this morning t like 1am, he said jambo for bye too. wow he wouldnt hang up! we were both like half asleep& it took us like 10 minutes until we finally ( Read more... )

Ciao mi amigas!*hi my friends in italian* Aaron was wearing a pink sweater today..(what a fag..lol)&i was calling him pink fuzz ball-then he got all mad when this girl had the same sweater..lol.i was depressed on& off again- all first,a little in second,& all of 4th. Maybe seeing jason just reminds me why im sad. I was going off on everyone today ( Read more... )

omfg! i was so0o0o embaressed today! i found out that jason read my journal..i hope he didnt read all of it..i wrote ALOT of things about him..lol..he was like "i didnt no you felt that way.."& i started laughing out of nervousness& sarah was laughing at me!lol..i was thinking "why would he care how i feel? i no he doesnt care& he never did or will ( Read more... )

omg where do i begin?! why am i sad....hmmm ( Read more... )