so much is changing and i dont like change. i wanna disappear but i cant evn a little. i wanna do something and nothing all at once. i am oh so restless. and now im so broed i will do this stolen survey from lydia june...if you care to read it, cool. if not, whatever ( Read more... )

You could curse and complain about your feebleness, or you can get busy and make yourself stronger. You could seethe with resentment about the past, or you can make the choice to let go and move forward ( Read more... )

Rows and flows of angel hair ( Read more... )

today i feel like there is hope for something better. even though i usually think nothing will change or get better i have hope that things can and will. because really thats all we can do.

everything is a shit storm. things just get worse and worse. its never ending, i swear.

when will things just be good. when will i be able to be happy. is it ever gonna happen? is it even possible i wonder mostly.

And I’ll shout and I’ll scream
But I’d rather not be seen
And I'll hide away for another day

The peace you seek is always there. It sits quietly and calmly beneath everything else that has been piled on top of it ( Read more... )

flag is wahat it is. things are okay but could be better. and hopefully they will get there.

so many things and one thing is the problem. things start to go forward in one way and backward in another. goodness even if i knew what i was talking about that would be helpful ( Read more... )

so things just seem to be going in a circle theses days. and im not sure if thats good, reassuring or just plain confusing.

OR

is this the wrong move altogether.

i sometimes feel that if i dont go back i can never move forward.

but im so unsure. things are so unclear.