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[cr8zdrgn]

I've been a disciple for four years now. I had a very busy work schedule, and it cause me to miss a lot of time to be at church. There is another reason why, I haven't been to church. Mostly because I'm scared to go back. Cause I feel very uncomfortable being at church cause of what some brothers think of me. They think I'm unfit to serve God

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[mahf]

I know it might not be easy, but I'd suggest trying to find a church where people don't make you feel that way. I'd be willing to help if you wanted.

[cr8zdrgn]

thanks a lot man ^_^ so far I've learn a lot from being away from church. Like how too depended I was on people rather than God. I mean Jesus and some of the Disicples went to be alone to be closer to God. And because I can focus more on God. My relationship has been so much better with him. I'm even finding it's so much easier to share my faith. Cause it's unusual to find an openly homosexual openly admiting that his is a Disicple of Christ. I even convinces a couple of people that even though churches may say God doesn't love them for who they are, but that in fact God does loves them no more no less than anyone else. I mean God is all loving and he made us the way we were. If to say he made his child homosexual and refuse them to enter the kingdom of heaven just because of that, is unlovin and is like God made a mistake in making me.

But it is true I do long form the relationships I had in the church. I might take u up on that offer man. Thanks. How are things going with u?