i'm falling apart ( Read more... )

a mean receptionist made me cry yesterday. somehow my appointment got changed to an hour later, which meant i would have to miss class. missing that class takes points off your grade, so i hated doing that. anyway, i told her someone must have got the appointment wrong, and she got really bitchy. in the end i decided to take the later ( Read more... )

tomorrow i have an appointment to check on my knees... i can't even use stairs right now. if he says i can't run i don't know what i'll do. i will definitely continue to not eat.

my philosophy paper is one of the worst things i've ever written. i'm going to re-write it. what a pain in the ass ( Read more... )

i crave idleness. i want to play solitaire on my computer until my eyes fall out. i want to drink caffeinated things after 3pm and i want to fly a thousand miles just to see... if he'll be there ( Read more... )

sleepy! i need to write a philosophy paper in the morning.

The marathon is coming up, and I still have $900 to raise. Tomorrow we're going to run 20 miles, and we'll see how that goes ( Read more... )

I still have to get all this school stuff sorted out. Placement tests, SAT scores, etc.

I talked to him again on Tuesday, but I was really nervous and I'm pretty sure I sounded like an idiot. He's going to call next week, and it's stupid how much I'm looking forward to it.

Today I went shopping. I spent a lot on philosophy things for my sister (and myself), and a ridiculous winter coat that I'm sure I'm going to return.

I found out on Tuesday that I got in! He sent his congratulations by text message, two days after I told him. I want to call him to say hello, but I never know when is a good time. Maybe

Before I forget completely. These are the things I don't want to forget. (Japan)

- going picture crazy at the hot springs
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I've already forgotten. Maybe some other time.