My one month old nightmare.

Oct 01, 2007 02:36

Let me tell you what I went through in the month of September. Pure and utter hell. My days were like this. I was taking 25 to 30 sleeping pills a day, sleeping 3 hours, badly I might add and eating chocolates and cookies obsessively, like I would die if I didn’t have a treat every 30 minutes. The sleeping pills obviously made me drowsy and high. I ( Read more... )

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wyldemusick September 30 2007, 20:21:55 UTC
*hugs* But on the goiod side of this, the problem was discovered and you cleaned up in a month rather than a year.

Indeed, before you ended up killing yourself with the pills.

You're gonna have to day-by-day it from now on, and do your damndest to manage your conditions and your life -- which can be done (been there, done that.) At this point, getting down on yourself is counter-productive, so don't do it.

Other people can and will care about you, but you're right, it needs to come from you. And you should not give in or give up. You've managed to take responsibility...you're off to a good start. Continue to work at this and you will regain the trust of your parents. One thing's for sure: you've not lost their love or care.

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lol anonymous January 12 2010, 03:15:34 UTC
lol your stupid buddy go take heroin like a normal person.

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