at least i'm not having a cigarette

[cornbreadred]

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[plant_and_root]

Fuck, indeed. It's been odd. My heart has been feeling the loss of "this experiment of ours."

I've wanted to love and trust you, girl, but at a loss as to how to do that. The impulse is there, though, if that counts for anything.

Thanks for all of your offers. I was telling Marc on the way home, that my ER trip was life a metaphor for my life... lots of tests, lots of trial-and-error, but no real answers.

[plant_and_root]

But I also wanted to say that maybe we all weren't quite ready for the 'bigness' of it.

But what do I know, I thought I was having a heart attack 7 hours ago. :-)