past lives

[coriander_kiss]

I'm trying to utilize the creepier aspect of facebook to stalk people I used to know and my only insight is that I didn't really ever know them.  I mean, not even well enough that I feel like they would consider me someone they used to know.  Obviously, three years have passed since I saw anyone (really) in my hometown so it's not like I don't have

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[aidansgreenenvy]

You described there how I'm feeling now too. I appreciated your comment on my entry. The further each of us gets from that life, the more distant it seems, and the less important in a way. I wonder the same things about people I used to know...whether they think and feel the way I did. A really important time from the past is the time I spent with you. Most of that year is still clear to me because you were such an important person in the scheme of things.

The last time I saw you I was scraping money off the bottom of a car to buy pot. Unfortunately, that's what I look back and see because it makes me feel so shamed. I wish I had spent it hanging out with you. I guess, though, I couldn't have guessed I'd up and move one day and not come back to NM for years, literally. I've been there for 2 days out of the last year and a half, and I'm starting school this semester so who knows when I will next be there.

aidanpk@gmail.com is my email...perhaps you could write me sometime.

and hello:

[themazz]

If I can ask a semi-youthly question, about when does the Tapestry feeling start to kick in? My life is feeling more like a rag right now. Not like, a really dirty rag, but one that you've dusted with at least once or twice.

[lethallemon]

It's likely you don't check this anymore, but I figure I'd leave a comment just in case you come across it someday. I decided to go through my old friend's journals and found yours. Can't say enough how much I enjoy your writing. It's got a clear voice that is difficult to find or reproduce. You totally kick ass.

I don't presume I was very important in your life, but regardless I do have some good memories of you I'd like to share. I'll always remember the bald girl who lived in the Hokona dorm with Aidan and lost her virginity to Paul Stanley. Or when you were living with your huge snake that you had to defrost rats for. Or your birthday when Aidan and I tried to take Kalua shots so you could drink the rest of the whiskey and the southern accent that ensued. Or when we went to Denny's and I bummed cigarettes from you excessively, which is probably an unremarkable memory. The point is, you go girl.

[captainzero]

This was your last entry. You on Facebook? Do you ever check this thing? Maybe we can be Facebook buddies. Hope all is well.