i have a month left only not until the end of the schoolyear, until the end of high school the life that you and i seem to be so afraid of, i am going to be forced to live in september
i want to get out i want to move i want to disappear
i've been told by some it wasn't as scary when you get into it (or at least, a different kind of scary)
you can get out you can move (you cannot disappear) even in death at the bottom of a lake, fish would find you (i have no idea where i'm going with this)
i feel for you and all the questions people probably ask.
i want to take a year off so bad. but i know by doing that i'm essentially just too scared to take the step. i don't know why it's such a big deal for me when i've always felt that i am mature for my age (while on the subject, no one could ever guess that you just turned sixteen by your eloquence).
while on that subject you obviously haven't received your package yet i say obviously because i haven't sent it
with working everyday and it almost being the end of the year, i haven't had time to go to the post office
i hate when presents are sent so much later especially because i hoped you'd be looking forward to coming home to it
i don't think... maturity has (everything) to do with this; even the most mature person could be afraid of such a change - it's the human's greatest fear: the unknown (death being included in this)
i was a bit worried because, had you sent it on the 5th, not having received it would have meant it was lost in the mail. i don't mind, i don't mind, not at all and i am not disappointed ((one of) my best friends gave me a birthday gift in late june last year!)
thank you! i swear, swear that i like yours. i'm always reading thinking "this sounds fun!" "this is pretty!", etc, etc, but for some reason i never comment. i thought it'd be redundant if i constantly told you you were cute.
hah :] thank youuu sometimes i ramble but thats alright. you live in canada right? i just got accepted to the emily carr institute in vancouver! i've never been to canada though..i'm so confused ! haha
this is a story about me i have finals this week, and then after that i am working a full time job. brinley is going to write you a letter after finals are over and all she has to worry about is waking up on time. i don't get stressed, because i ignore the problem too. it's bad because right now i have to pay off some stupid credit card (that i didn't buy) and i also need to worry about finals. but, instead i sit on my ass all day and read or do other things that i don't have to. i'm going to end up broke, alone and sad one day.
i like how we comment each other, even write to each other not talking about what the other has said, but sharing stories involving ourselves that are more-or-less related to the subject and i think it's been like that since the beginning. i remember-- it started with hearts and Angry Little Girls.
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only not until the end of the schoolyear, until the end of high school
the life that you and i seem to be so afraid of, i am going to be forced to live in september
i want to get out
i want to move
i want to disappear
i want to get over it
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(or at least, a different kind of scary)
you can get out
you can move
(you cannot disappear)
even in death at the bottom of a lake, fish would find you
(i have no idea where i'm going with this)
i feel for you and all the questions people probably ask.
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while on that subject
you obviously haven't received your package yet
i say obviously because i haven't sent it
with working everyday and it almost being the end of the year, i haven't had time to go to the post office
i hate when presents are sent so much later
especially because i hoped you'd be looking forward to coming home to it
i am sorry; i will let you know
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even the most mature person could be afraid of such a change -
it's the human's greatest fear: the unknown (death being included in this)
i was a bit worried because, had you sent it on the 5th,
not having received it would have meant it was lost in the mail.
i don't mind, i don't mind, not at all and i am not disappointed
((one of) my best friends gave me a birthday gift in late june last year!)
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i swear, swear that i like yours.
i'm always reading thinking "this sounds fun!" "this is pretty!",
etc, etc, but for some reason i never comment. i thought it'd be redundant if i constantly told you you were cute.
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i lovelovelove these sentences - that is so true...
& it is good to hear that you will no longer live in the past.
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i have finals this week, and then after that i am working a full time job. brinley is going to write you a letter after finals are over and all she has to worry about is waking up on time.
i don't get stressed, because i ignore the problem too. it's bad because right now i have to pay off some stupid credit card (that i didn't buy) and i also need to worry about finals. but, instead i sit on my ass all day and read or do other things that i don't have to. i'm going to end up broke, alone and sad one day.
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not talking about what the other has said, but sharing stories involving ourselves that are more-or-less related to the subject
and i think it's been like that since the beginning.
i remember-- it started with hearts and Angry Little Girls.
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i remember the draw a heart group!!! haha
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