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It’s been a long night and I’m starting to feel it in my bones, taking the seat at the bar that Lorne gestures towards and resting my folded arms on the counter, trying to pretend it’s not the only thing that’s holding me up at the moment. "Not sure what you want, Lindsey. You know that all this is gonna end you up in
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"What do you say we just crash here tonight? Lorne keeps a room for me downstairs, and I don't really feel like draggin' my ass all the way back to your place."His voice breaks me out of my thoughts and I look down at him, resting my head against his and I nod slowly. "I don't have a place..." I mutter before nodding and pasting a small smile on my face. "Ok," I murmur softly, shifting on the stool and helping Lindsey to his feet, my eyes catching sight of the 'no violence' sign and I realize that's part of why he wants to stay. It doesn't bother me and I know it should, but then again how can I ask someone to trust me when I don't even trust myself ( ... )
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Sounds like a Nobel award-winning plan if I ever heard one. I curl my fingers around her shoulder, doing a pathetic job of hiding just how weak I am right now. As embarrassing as it is, I wish Lorne could see this side of her... the side that helps the silly dead-on-his-feet guy with a crush into bed, when she could easily have dragged me out the back door and finished me off.
"Thanks," I mumble. I find the bed in the dark with my knees and flop onto the mattress a little bit ungracefully, even as she helps me down. But I'm still not letting go of her just yet.
"What do you need? Anything?"
Need her. I pull her down me in answer, leaning up to brush my lips over the smooth chill of her own. She feels so good... I push her borrowed jacket back off her shoulders, craving the touch of her bare skin ( ... )
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My eyes fly open and I'm pulling away from her before my brain catches up. That dizzy dropping feeling in the pit of your stomach as you wake up to realize that you're the only living thing in the room... it's not one I'm about to forget anytime soon. Thanks for that, Darla.
But it's not a corpse, and I feel like a bastard for even thinking it. Just Tara, translucent pale with hunger again, her eyelids twitching slightly in sleep. We'll have to get a proper meal into her today, not just the little sips she was taking to please me last night.
Last night. Damn, it seems like another lifetime ago. Hard to believe I'd gone from smitten, to a snack, to wanting to stake her, to... well, this. Whatever this is. I smile and brush the hair away from her face, propping myself up on one arm and watching her lips move as she murmurs in her sleep. She doesn't exactly look at peace, and I can't say I blame her ( ... )
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"H-how...how could you do this to me? I...I thought that..." I was crying and I was beginning to lothe crying. I could see the anger on Spike's face and I could feel the ar crack with each stroke of his whip even before it met my flesh. I pleaded and sobbed, wondering if I would wake up to him standing over me with the bloody leather strap in his hand.
"Time to wake up, soul-girl,"I heard Lindsey's voice and I could feel his fingers lightly over my arm. I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face in his neck, trying to pull myself out from my sleep. "C-can't let him find me. I h-have to hide...please...he...he'll hurt me again...he'll take the girl away..." Lindsey was warm and I pressed myself closer to him, willing everything ( ... )
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"It's just a dream. Come back to me, Tara."
She clings to me like a little kid who's had a nightmare, and I can't tell if she's really awake yet or not. With her face against my throat, it sure would be a hell of a lot more comforting to know that she's entirely awake and in control. "C-can't let him find me. I h-have to hide...please...he...he'll hurt me again...he'll take the girl away..." I hold onto her, stroking her hair and letting her ride out the horror of whatever was happening in her dream. Sometimes memories of the past are the very worst kind of nightmares. "I won't let that happen," I promise her softly. "Nobody's going to hurt you again, Tara ( ... )
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"Who are you hiding from? Tell me who's after you, and I'll keep you safe." It's a fair question at an unfair time. But I can forgive it and try to answer him as best as I can. I swallow hard and try to calm myself down enough to tell him without sounding like I've lost my mind...again. With slow deep breath's I close my eyes tightly and inhaile Lindsey's scent mixed with the sharp smell of the back room. "M-my Sire," I murmur quietly, "I found him trying to t-take my soul away. He doesn't...I thought he loved me, wh-who I was, but he didn't. He lied all those months; lied when he-he said that he knew how much I missed her. He just was playing a sick joke and...he wants the monster he created, the scars he made. He...he tried to ( ... )
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I shake my head, denying that it could happen even though we both know damn well that it could. That it did"You can't," I breathe, working my wrists under her fingers, aching to touch her again, "Baby, we're safe here. Lorne's place... he's got this anti-violence voodoo. You can't hurt me here ( ... )
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Everybody's making promises they might not be able to keep, and I'm tempted to tease, to tell her that a little hurt never hurt anybody. But I know she'll try her best to keep that promise, and that's all I can ask of her. 'Sides, I can hold my own here.
The more she lets slip about the son of a bitch who turned her, the more fuel she adds to the fire. Soon as I've got enough information, that boy is gonna get taught one hell of a lesson in the fine art of how to treat a lady, compliments of Lindsey McDonald.
But in the meantime, all I can do is willingly give her what she's never had. Which I'm more than happy to do.
I cant my hips up under her, stifling a little groan of need as she tugs the material down, my freed hands slipping around to work the clasp of her bra. "Are you sure?" I manage, echoing her own question from earlier. "Don't have to do this if you don't want." I pause for a moment, meeting her eyes. "You know I"m sticking around, right ( ... )
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My body melts against his as his lips press gently against mine, the movement of his body under me, so willing, made me feel comfortable and on edge at once. I was scared of what I was, what I could do. And yet here's this man that seemingly wanted me and the exact thing that I was afraid of.
"Don't..." I pulled back and licked my lips as I looked down at him, gently pinning him to bed to further prove the seriousness of what I was going to say. "Don't let me hurt you."
Looking down, I studied his face, watching as his breathing went from shallow to nearly panting, his heartbeat speeding up moments before I press my lips roughly against his, my body pressing hard to his through the sheets and that pure need that I had to be near him overtook me again. "Want you," I hoarsely whisper in his ear, kissing over his jaw and neck as I let him overpower me and pin me to the bed.
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Except it's me and I can't seem to keep a straight face on the matter for more than a couple seconds. "Maybe just a little," I add with a grin, and then her lips are on mine, rough and hurried and still so sweet. I catch her by the arms and roll with her, the sheets tangling around my legs and her desperate little declarations of need like music in my ears ( ... )
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His words are dangerous and deadly to me, just knowing that makes me writhe under him, arching as I feel the darkness inside me desperate to come out and play. No! Swallowing hard I arch towards his body, feeling his hot mouth over my neck as images of the night before fill my mind.
I hiss into the pillow, my hands making fists as he starts taunting my nipples. A low whimper escaping my lips as I struggle to bring my leg around his hips, the sheet preventing me from moving.
Lindsey's lips are hot as they move over my skin, the warmth filling me from the inside as he struggled to pull the sheet from me. He was panting hard by the time it was tossed aside and his chest was pressed into me. "Warm," I moaned, a small smirk crossing my lips as my eyes locked to his.
"Gonna drive you crazy, Tara."
God yes, please. I reached down and started to pull at his jeans, popping the button off and making quick movement of the zipper. "You're too dressed..." I leaned up and ran my tongue over his neck, nipping playfully until ( ... )
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I'd second that comment if my mouth wasn't busy at the smooth skin just under her ear, and my lungs weren't currently remembering how to breathe. All sorts of vague distracting notions are going through my head, and promptly being shoved aside by each breath-taking little move that she makes under me. But sooner or later, I want those answers. (What was she like before she was turned? Was she the shy gentle girl that I keep catching glimpses of when she lets her guard down? How much of this Tara is due to the demon's sway ( ... )
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