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[confusedmenot]

I'm curious. For those who have known me for hfdshfds fuck ever, has there been any change in me? Something I can't see? Do I handle things better or worse? Am I more or less understanding? Have at it. I want to know

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Fuck anon.

[bleed_peroxide]

I can't really say that you've changed in a way that's... noticeable, or at least abnormal to me. I think it's just that when I met you, my mindset was a lot different - I was a Christian, and I was offended by damn near anything. So to me, you seemed like an awesome person but were very coarse in her language, and you seemed angrier.

I think that you've calmed down a bit. You still have bite when you need it, but you don't rage over things as much. It seems that way to me, at least. You don't care as much about how people think of you, but instead of that making you more aggressive, it seems to have made you feel... I guess as though you don't need that air of "fuck you" to defend yourself. I'm not saying you've gotten boring by ANY means, but you've calmed down to the maturity of a twenty-year-old, not a girl of fifteen who's still learning who she is. You finally seem to have figured that out for the most part, and that keeps you stable.

Re: Fuck anon.

[confusedmenot]

oh god I'd love to see your icon as a base cus I'd steal it and use it like a motherfucker.

Re: Fuck anon.

[bleed_peroxide]

It's from an absolutely wonderful doujinshi called "Graceful Degragation", which is part of a Blue Flame series - I've been reading doujin like a motherfucker the past few days, especially those works because the stories are fantastic and the artwork is orgasmic. You can download it here if you'd like - that's where I got the image from. I also have a link for Giselle, which is equally amazing. ♥

[wicked_seraph]

GAWD WHAT A WHORE.

I think that you have changed, much the same way most people our age do. I'd be disturbed if you were the same girl you were at fourteen and fifteen years old. Your posts seem to be a bit more dense? You don't use as many emoticons and cutesy ways of addressing things - you're a tad more serious, but don't think this means that ZOMG YOU'RE SO SRS BZNES AND NO FUN. You've just matured - again, as human beings should. You've learned more about those around you, as well as how the world works in general. Your focus seems to be more inward at times - not in a self-centered way, but rather in a way that suggests wanting to actively work on self-improvement and self-actualisation. You're not oblivious to those around you, and never have you been, but you don't seem as vulnerable as you may have been in the past. Like, you weren't ever an open wound, but I suppose the most apt, albeit clichéd way to put it, is that you have a thicker skin

[confusedmenot]

MY EGO/SELF ESTEEM NEEDED STROKING SORRY.

[kuraism]

I think you have changed.

I honestly can't pin it down, though I've known you for a long time. But. . . It's in the way you handle problems, and the way you think, and your point of views.

While you're focused on the shock-factor of things, you're also not at the same time.

I feel a little bad that I can't word my stuff more intelligently. :/ but.

[confusedmenot]

nono you worded it just fine. ♥