day 6 no alcohol ( Read more... )

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She's a pretty girl ( Read more... )

Maybe I should just cut my losses and stop wasting my time. Or maybe I can just keep waiting and keep my mouth shut and pretend something is going to change. But I know it's not. I feel like there are no expectations about communication or my own sexual needs. You dragging me through this completely unsatisfying relationship. And I am done being ( Read more... )

You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness ( Read more... )

for the first time in a long time i feel...
alive.
and young, and happy.
like how a 23 year old is supposed to feel.

i hope you read this.
and realize how wonderful you are.

it's often just enough to be with someone. i don't need to touch them. not even talk. a feeling passes between you both. you're not alone.

i hate humanity right now ( Read more... )

i guess this is what it feels like to ( Read more... )

my mind is constantly racing. i think things are getting better, though. got an apartment with a really good male friend. NOT BOYFRIEND. NO NO NO NOT ANOTHER BOYFRIEND ( Read more... )

"Richard regarded his solitude as something sacred as a well earned badge of honor, a cloak to be worn to ward off life. As his safety. Solitude is who he was. This caused those in his life to view him with a barely veiled contempt. Richard was certain tat he was not liked. Which is hard on a man. Maybe it was because he gave nothing that he ( Read more... )