And which song came on as I started writing? Shinedown's 45.)
He makes the plan on Saturday. It's been in the back of his mind for awhile, maybe even since Mama died. He feels like a coward as he details it all out in his notebook, behind angsty poetry and fashion sketches. It might be found, after.
This'll hurt Dad, he knows it will, but there's nothing else to do. He knows that life will get better, someday. But someday is so far away, and he has to live in now, and now? Now, he can't stand it anymore.
In the margin, next to the bullet point (and, ha, bullet point) about wearing white so the contrast is sharper, he jots down quick lyrics:
Saturday, Dad has an emergency at the garage and Kurt sits on the floor of Dad’s room, smelling Mama’s perfume, as he writes the note.
He adds one more part to the plan-poem, and he knows it’s not finished, but no one besides him will ever care, anyway.
And this is my swan song My final dive across the sky There'll be no more curtains The show is closin' down This is me goin' goin' gone If you hear me at all, Hear me sayin' goodbye0o0
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I found the link to this on one of them because you had mentioned it in the comments so I figure you all ready read that one, but the Glee Angst Meme has some.
Any, any, this is the first day of my last days
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Slight AU to Kurt coming out to his dad. Takes place before season 1.
The poem Kurt writes is here in a finished form.
Suicidal thoughts. Like, majorly.
And which song came on as I started writing? Shinedown's 45.)
He makes the plan on Saturday. It's been in the back of his mind for awhile, maybe even since Mama died. He feels like a coward as he details it all out in his notebook, behind angsty poetry and fashion sketches. It might be found, after.
This'll hurt Dad, he knows it will, but there's nothing else to do. He knows that life will get better, someday. But someday is so far away, and he has to live in now, and now? Now, he can't stand it anymore.
In the margin, next to the bullet point (and, ha, bullet point) about wearing white so the contrast is sharper, he jots down quick lyrics:
Just for a moment ( ... )
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Saturday, Dad has an emergency at the garage and Kurt sits on the floor of Dad’s room, smelling Mama’s perfume, as he writes the note.
He adds one more part to the plan-poem, and he knows it’s not finished, but no one besides him will ever care, anyway.
And this is my swan song
My final dive across the sky
There'll be no more curtains
The show is closin' down
This is me goin' goin' gone
If you hear me at all,
Hear me sayin' goodbye0o0 ( ... )
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Do you have a link to the others? I know of one, but I'm always up for more.
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I was thinking of Thank God It's Friday, but I've also found Alas, how heedless were the eyes on whom the Summer shone today, though that one deals more with the aftermath.
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