it's amazing
how a day
can go from good to
utter crap

in just a few moments

i don't understand it
nor do i want to

i don't like it
nor do i want to

i just want
everything
to work out

the way
'the secret'
told me it would. 

relatively good
but sometimes not

could be the cough
could be the cold
but nothing
is going the way i want

or is it?

who can say.

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Taking the time to write a real entry is for people who don't get bitched at by IRL friends for posting. It's a blog, guys - get over yourselves.

Therefore, I'm gonna further waste time by filling out New Year's memes!

( Before the new year... )

not much, i guess
could make the year worse
but not much
all the same
could make it much better

all i wanted
all i asked for
was for you to come
to join me there

but no

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periodically
there are days

days where i wanna smile
days where i wanna cry

days where i just 
wanna hit something

it was average
i knew
nothing had changed

and then
he came along
(a friend, y'see)
and greeted me

"your ass
looks great in those
jeans"

he told me

i grinned

i know what to say
and how to say it
but i never
know when

and now

the opportunity is gone.

Drarry. My only real lasting OTP.

There's so many hints at it, too! I can't even believe that it's not canon. Forget Ginny, Harry - go for Draco. 

it's amazing
how a mood can jump

with the simplest of actions

a smile
a touch
a hug
a wink

a mood can change
in the blink of an eye.

the last time
it was like this
(at all
not you)

i was younger
dumber
more naive 
(if that's possible)

and cried

i don't wanna cry
i just wanna
see you
and talk to you

please

you light up
when you see me
and i
for you

but still

sometimes
you sound off
and sometimes
you seem down

i only wish
you would tell me
what was
on your mind;

i worry.