To everyone who read My Eminent Serenity until its last chapter, I just wanna show my heartfelt gratitude by saying:
ARIGATOU GUZAIMASU, SEKAI NO DOKO NI ITEMO!!! o(>_<)o
Waaahh! I'm really thankful of all of you, you know who you are guys and you know I love you very much!!! ♥♥♥
My Eminent Serenity ran for exactly 6 months and 13 days but you never stopped reading it from Chapter 1 to 29. You've witnessed how destiny (w/c is actually just me) tortured, played and loved my Original Character Himeji Ayako! The girl who experienced loving but was hurt and then still continued loving...
Ahh! I could still remember how wide my eyes went when I read those mushy, romantic, and awkward scenes I wrote... I was like, "crap! I wrote this?"
I'm actually an NBSB -- no boyfriend since birth. Yeah, it may sound so pathetic but I rather enjoy my innocence and a cousin (guy) of mine said that I shouldn't be worried about it because many guys adore girls like me. Oh no, I'm not worried cousin dear. What worries me is how can that walking stick appreciate my adoration to him!!
Ahh, let's go back.. Since I never had any romantic experiences, I really find it awkward writing romantic scenes!!!! Every time I review the chapter before posting it, there's this nervousness that you might not like how I wrote this thing or that thing! But I'm happy my dear readers still appreciated my chapters! (^_^)/ Haha!! I'm happy no one asked for them to kiss... (>_<) because I really don't know how to write about it!! I actually got some of my ideas from watching drama shows and animes on TV, and some from my books but, as what they say, experience is still the greatest teacher. I say, it's Jesus Christ! :)
Ahh, my valued readers, I'm also apologizing for everything you didn't like on the fan fiction! I know I did write some grammatically incorrect phrases... Nah! I can't help it. Even though I've studied and still studying the English language for so long, I just can't perfect it. I could even commit wrong grammars while talking in my native language, how much more with English! And for the other reasons that you might have hated the fanfic, like less screen time w/ BEST. Ahh, no one did actually protest about that demo I think I was too biased w/ 7 here. Maybe I could make a fanfic dedicated solely to the 5 of them. haha! And also the delayed updates! I'm really sorry when there are those times that I wasn't able to update it. If only I have the control over my time... But you never stop reading it in spite of its imperfection, randomness, senselessness, etc. and I'm very, very thankful to you!! *bows.
Haiiizz..~
My Eminent Serenity has been a habit of mine.
When I have the luxury of time lazing, I always think of how would the story goes but now that it has come to end... I don't really know. Maybe it's the best time for me to dedicate free time to studies meaning no free time at all.
This fan fiction gave me one thing that I think I would never have if I didn't write this: FRIENDSHIP.
I met wonderful people here in Livejournal due to this. *I wanna cry right now.
People who made the site so comforting... People who appreciate me and my randomness... People who consider me a friend... People who make me think that meeting HSJ is possible, a dream which used to be so unreachable... People who I consider my friends, though we never see each other personally.
I think God was really the One behind the thought that pushed me to write this out of nowhere.
Hmm, graduation is still two and a half years away... I just hope by that time I'm still a HSJ-fan. Yeah, I love those guys. They are really coloring, widening and broadening my world. But as of now, I need to study harder so that I could pass this one heck of a course they simply call Accountancy and Yuto's picture will always be on my notebook for inspiration purposes. hehe! :)
Wah!
this has been long.
To my readers, I'll repay you back with your support of me but I'll still think of how would I do it.. Maybe through a fan fiction but I won't promise anything yet. Please expect me suddenly giving you a message asking you things. (^_^)
Once again,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
*bows/hugs*
ja!~